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♥ Sunday, April 12, 2009

met baby at 415 at cityhall as baby working td.
should meet all my gfs td but all couldnt make it which kind of dissapoint miie alot.
NVM............


CHILL JERILIN........

anyway after tt we went to vivo to shop and eat.
ok,will let e pic do e talking.



i took so much photo yet i keep deleting i realise those smile on my face wasnt really there even when ii take photo.
jus wat is wrong?????







i had steak nd king prawn.
baby had lamb nd chicken.





ok,i cant really rmb which res did i went2eat but i noe there's something guys de.
well food there wasnt really nice.
so bee was like saying we shouldnt go back there anymore.
nd i told bee ya lo we rather spend more and eat beta food at white dog cafe la at least food there was nice.


things i brough from vivo.



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was talking to bee early on.
was telling him ii place my blog to private and he started ask miie like y nd so on.

i noe i didnt wan tell him e truth as i didnt wan make him worry abt it.
but he was saying was it abt td ask my gfs outing but none of them make it?
but somehow iwas thinking was tt part of e reason???

well i guess so ba..
no bcos of td thingy jus tt mayb i.........
mayb im jus tired abt nth.....

but i noe most reason were abt work.
infact early on idid told baby abit abt work but didnt tell him everything.
i only told him i couldnt fit in2them nd he was saying like gv myself more time cos im jus new there nd iwas saying but in PMC life wasnt like tt at all then y is all tis so now?

then bee was saying bcos PMC was my 1st job infact iwas hoping every job2b e same as PMC nd im wrong.
wat baby say was truth but icouldnt help but still wonder y.



I MISS DADDY TAN teaching us during skl time.
in times i felt like gg back skl life but inoe i shouldnt gv up easily.

helping/talking to customers has oways make miie really smile but not infront of my working-mate.
they were gd 2wards miie but in times i couldnt help yet wonder again y couldnt i fit in2 them?!



was it bcos i wasnt gd enough?
i do things in a hurry way nd tt wat make david oways angry abt.
nd i was thinking y am ii doing all tis?
cant i see clearly w my brain nd do things????

everytime i felt tt tears began to wetup my eyes but inoe i shouldnt cry i shouldnt admit defend.

in life i had more2learn nd i noe tis will bring miie 2wards my future....


in times ppl shouldnt judge miie by my out look.
i may seen strong outside infact im weak inside.








i noe no matter wat i gt to stay strong.






I GUESS IM GG MIA AGAIN.

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