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Tuesday, July 29, 2008



was all ur past all meant2b?

ii oways ask myself whether can e past b change butt ii noe iit's all impossible.



THAT'S WHY YOU GO AWAY.

baby,wont eu tell miie y
there is sadness in ur eyes?
Ii don't wanna say goodbye2eu
love is1big illusion
ii should try24gt.
Butt there iis something left in my head.

you're e1who set it up
now eu're e1 2make it stop.
Iim e1who's feeling lost right now
now eu want miie2 4gt.
Every lil thiings eu said
butt there is something left in my head.

CHORUS:
ii wont 4hv e way eu're kissing.
e feelings's so strong were lasting fer so long.
butt iim not e man ur heart iis missing.
Tt's y eu go away ii noe.

eu were nv satisfied.
No matter how ii tried.
Now eu wanna say gdbye2miie.
Love is1biig illusion.
Ii shld try2 4gt.
There is something left in my head.

CHORUS:
sitting here all alone in e middle of nowhere.
Don't noe which way2 go.
There ain't so much2say now btw us.
There ain't so much fer eu.
There ain't so much fer miie anymore.

CHORUS.

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Monday, July 28, 2008

Miie nd myself.


hahas.ytd my XZB came2look fer miie nd told baby not2telx miie she's comiinx.hahas.

baby,exactly bluffmiie say tt hiis frens wanna c miie nd ii was like alright waiting fer hiis frens2come.

then after tt baby callmiie turn myhead hiis frens der nd then iiturn nd realise iis exactly my beloved XZB la.hahas.realiixrealiix gt a shock nd was happy when iisaw her didn't noe she'll come2look fermiie la.

tks xzb.

lovelove.

alright,iim really vtired didn't hv enough ofslp at all.sigh...........

hahas.gt my pay le.

happyhappy~~~~

alright,exactly on tis coming thurs e7of us were gg2amber2hv our lunch butt then td those ppl call nd say we cant go cos e 2piid principal say wat gt dunno wat meeting nd shiit la.so now stiilx thinking whether shld we go back not.

idiot old man.

hmmm mayb fri ggout wif my sweetard2hv movie nd dinner.hahas.

cant waiit fer thurs nd fri2come man.

gosh..ii REALLY MIIS eu guys somuch.

sigh.gg stop here gtg do my things nd faste go orhorh.super tired lc.

argh..............

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Friday, July 25, 2008


bitch,gt out e way.

alright,sum1 ATE my THINGS W/O MY F**KING PERMISSION alright nd ii totally HATE ppl who take my things w/o MY PERMISSION OK.

idiot,there's a thief in my HOURSE.
argh.......

well plus tt's baby who brought iit fermiie ok.omgomgomg.

ii HATE iit la.idiot.





anyway ii HATE my HAIRCOLOUR noe y.
Cos e colour tt ii dye DOESN'T seen obvious at all.

argh,ii WAN dye MYHAIR again.
Can sum1hlp miie?

come on IIM SERIOUS abt wat iim saying NOW ok.
Ii wanna dye myHAIR again.

liikx soon agaiin.
Ii SWEAR!

excuse miie,ok iim realiix v moody now due2 e 2piid thief nd my hair.


FUCK~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

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Thursday, July 24, 2008

Ii need2type down or wat soeva.

ii cry when ii read her blog,

YES,if eu were thiinkiinx of e ger whose bf had pass away during tis army training then iit's her.

ii happen2came across 1of myfren blog nd happen2saw her blog nd ii went iin2her blog.

ii cry when ii read her blog nd ii realise jus how important eu've2treasure those ppl arund eu cos eu nv noe whether there were b another tml fer any of eu.

yes,every1will hv2leave tis world anytime but when will iit b?

has any1 ever ask urself tis ques?
Ii guess not every1 has ever ask urself those ques nd fer miie ii oways ask myself those ques not once butt agaiin nd agaiin.

do eu bear2 leave tis world wif so much memories?
Jus bcos of sum pro tt eu couldn't solve?
Ask urself those ques repeatedly.

family,friendship,r/s nd everything ar vimportant eu dunno when eu'll lose e nextperson who ar vclose2eu don't eu?

do treasure wat eu've now b4 iit's gone.

2family members:tks fer those wonderful memories eu brough2miie nd briinxiinx miie in2tis world full of memories.

mommy,though eu had leave e3of us in tis world2face everything,ii had decided2face those up nd down tgt wif those ii treasure most.
Fer e pass few yrs when eu were still wif miie ii had took everything fer granted,ii had been a noti daughter who make eu worry make eu angry nd even sad w/o realising tt eu bother abt miie.

mommy,sorry abt everything tt iihad done in epast tt make eu angry or even sad.

ii still hope eu were here wif miie2dote on miie nd love miie.
No other LOVE culd make miie felt so bless.

mommy,till tis moment ii still MISS/LOVE eu s much s b4 w/o fail.




frens:babes nd hunks,tks fer everything tt eu guys had show miie over e yrs,months,weeks or even daes.

tks fer those memories tt eu ppl once brought miie ii'll oways rmb those nd kept in myheart.



baby:sorry fer taking everything fer granted fer e pass2months plus ii had learn2rely on eu more when daes passed.

sorry baby,iif ii did make eu sad or even angry or wat soeva tt ii had done2eu.
Ii dun wanna lose eu like how iit exactly happen on her.
iim so sorry baby butt eu noe ii still love eu.

tks fer everything baby.
Muacks.

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those were e pic we took ytd when we had a meetup.

omg ii really MISS her ok iit's seen2b agers seen ii last met her isn't iit?

alright,ii had splitshift ytd when ii had break from 3to6so during tt period ii went2look for my XZB at mac near hilton.hahas.

she's lazy so ii gt2go all e wayder2look fer her lucky iit's jus 3stops away from cityhall.hahas.oopsi=X

but seriously ii dunmind.hahas.no joke alright.

we chat alot abt work whether we're happy or unhappy yet ii realise sumthiinx we're more close2e chef isn't iit?hahas.

alright,darling letmiie noe who bulliix eu ok ii'll go smack dem upside down.then ii'll wack eu cos eu misbehave.hahas.oopsi=X

jk jk.though e meeting was short butt we did enjoy ourselves isn't iit?

nd e meeting were ONLY 4E BOTH OF us isn't iit?




anyway td's my OFF.hahas.can rest at h le plus ii coloured myhair.well still not sure wat colour will it b.

gg washoff soon then wiilx bable c my sexy hair.

wahahas.....

alright,ii thiink ii really need go washoff alread.

update again alright.

XZB,meetup soon agaiin.
Love eu.

babybaby,ii LOVE eu.
Muacks.

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Tuesday, July 22, 2008


top view at level73.

look inside carefully.

miie in equinox.

c those view?

omg sosonice rite?
Hahas.
Alright tt's equinox at level70 nd topview at level73.tt's really nice alright we seen2hv stuck der nd refuse2move nd keep takiinx pic la.

hahas.

alright exactly nth much la jus uploading pic.
Hahas.

tml duringbreak wiilx bmeeting xzb at her workingplace cos tml splitshift 12.15~3then545~11.so inbtw e tiime wiilx bmeeting her2hv coffee.hahas.

coffee ya jerilin eu gt2b joking,eu dun drink coffee.hahas.dots.

tea?YES.

hahas.
Alright,cya guys tml ya.

xzb,cant waiit2meetya tml.
miismiis.
Love ya.

baby,sorry didn't gt2spend much tiime wif eu promise ii'll tml.
Cya k.
Muacks.

love ya tons.

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Monday, July 21, 2008

Sorry peeps ii noe it's been somedays seen iilast update my blog s iim busy working nd slpiinx.

excuse miie alright.
Will find more time2update in future ok.
Hahas.



ya,ii noe iit's vmesses but iim really2bored during orientation.

alright during orientation ii kept dozing off s e host kept tokiinx nd tokiinx.omg yet ii really had no idea wat e hell is he tokiinx abt la.hahas.

seat wif cindy my working fren butt iim still so tired ok so decided2start writing all kind of rubbish s shown in e pic above.hahas.

alright,ii think ii had gt myself in2 trouble s iim only in PMC for only last than amonth nd 1of my teamleader fall fermiie.

o come on he's marry wif a kid.

Fuck,dun tell miie eu like miie s all ar a RUBBISH plus ii had a bf tt LOVE nd DOTE on miie so much ok.

FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK.

alright,guys ar all like tt they dunno how treasure wat they hv now.

mus everybody only noe how2treasure things till it's 2late?

alright,FUCK agaiin.

hahas.

ok2miie swt tok were jus crap ok.perhaps due2my past those past experience tt ii once had,had make miie lost trust in guys who could swttok2miie for e whole day nd iit exactly apply on baby.

Sorry baby ii noe it wasn't fair2eu if iim saying tis NOW butt ii really dunno how2accept swttoks again.really sorry for everything.

still iim trying vhard2 accept tt not all guys were like my past bf who only use swttoks2woo a ger when he don't really hv feeling for e ger.

Sorry mayb many gers dun thiink tis way s their past were alot beta then mine.my past were2dirty tt ii dun wanna mention abt it EVA AGAIN.

stand in my shoes nd eu'll noe how ii exactly felt abt it.

past experience had once makemiie breakdown badly tt ii omost gone nuts nd ii really dun wan those2happen again.
Sorry.



anyway td after orientation went2cityhall2wok nd catch a bite b4 gg h anyway tml will b having another orientation again.

OooO gosh,pls don't makemiie fall aslp again ok.
Tks alot.


darling cya on wed ya.
Cant waiit2cya agaiin.
Miis miis.
Muacks.

baby,cya soon ya.
Lovelove.

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Friday, July 18, 2008

Ii noe ii had a fucking bad attitude,nd iim not a gd gf at all.

yes,ii was mad at baby lastnite due2baby not briinxiinx hiis charge along or a spare batt wif hiim.

we chatting haf way on e fone lastevening nd hiis fone batt suddenly wentdead.ii wasn't angry wif hiim abt anything butt iim v worry tt iicouldn't gt through hiim.

sigh.ya,ii noe ii shouldn't gt angry over things like tt butt

HELLO PEEPS STAND IN MY SHOES ND THIINK WAT IF EU COULDN'T GT THROUGH UR LOVES1 WONT EU GT WORRY ABT WAT HAD HAPPEN2HIIM/HER.

alright tis how iifelt tt's y iim so angry wif hiim.

hmmm did ii scream at hiim on e fone lastnite?

hahas.cant rmb at all,all ii noe was ii was really mad at hiim at tt tiime.





4gt iit let e past b e past alright.
Sorry baby fer my fucking attitude.

ii still LOVE eu nd eu noe iit.
Muacks.
Cya ltr.

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Thursday, July 17, 2008

Omg omg omg can eu ppl feel iit?iim so happy td cos iit's my off.
Hahas.after waiting fer so many days finally iis my off td.hahas.

wat else could make miie so happy right after working like shiit when we exactly earn last than 4bucks a day right ppl.

hahas.alright td's oso papa's bday.

alright alright here goes e bday song.

Happy bday2eu.
Happy bday2eu.
Happy bday2papa.
Happy bday2eu~

sigh.kind of sad cos e whole familys celebrating papa's bday on sun wher ii'll b working nd cant attend2iit.

kind of sad isn't iit.
Sigh.








alright let's tok abt ytd now ok.

Ii felt so guilt abt something where baby say iit's exactly ok he didn't blame miie at all but IT'S OUR 2ND ANNI.

omgomgomg,let miie start everything alright pls listen2my story.

ytd after baby finish skl he say he wanna come look fermiie2pass miie thiings so ok iit's pretty normal tt baby passmiie thiings isn't iit?

So ii didn't thiink much abt anything.
Ok ii call baby come tuckshop2look fermiie wher iim having mydinner wif fivth,kai,hwee keng,aimi,tiff,xavier hmmm think still gt afew but cant rmb sorry.

hahas.hk say iit's like a gathering hahas.dots.

alright JERILIN GT BACK2UR STORY.

ok so baby came nd look fermiie nd pass miie a brownie.

everything was ggnormal till iiwas abt2go h.baby,say gdbye2 nd then say happy anni.
Omg,ii was soshock2hear tt alright ii straight away turn2fivth2ask her fer td date.

jelly:Fivth,wat's td date.*open my eyes super biig2wait fer her ans.*
fivth:hmmm it's 17td.*wif a ??? On herhead*
jelly:O SHIIT.


rush2wards baby nd apolx2him nd told hiim e reason abt iit but ii thiink tt's not a excuse2exactly 4gt our anni isn't iit?

alright,then baby say:

baby:baby,ii didn't blame eu at all cos eu were busy wif urwork so iit's ok k.
Miie:no baby, iim really sorry abt wathappen didn't mean2 4gt.
Baby:no baby,iit's really ok ii really understan la.
Miie:orh,butt still sorrybaby.

sigh,kind of blaming myself nd ii cant say iit's not myfault isn't it?

alright,iim not in e mood2write anymore.
Anyway sorry baby.
Tks fer being so understanding.

LOVE EU BABY.

darling XZB,miis eu tonstons.
If tis sun eu free letmiie noe we in hvlunch tgt k.

muacks.

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Wednesday, July 16, 2008

Td after work xzb callmiie go orchard meether butt didn't cos iim way2tired le.so sorry wor xzb sweetier.

o but ii went2meet han,ah liang nd ah yi cos need passthem defa's bday $$$ at plaza only.

Ooo did ii mention tt td's defa's 18bday?ook ii didn't anyway happy18bday ya.

alright b4 gg h qi jie nd wee kia came but didn't chat much wif them la.

sigh.ii really MISS myclick soso much.

kailin(XZB),yanting(gerger),xiangjun(mommy),fivth nd xiaohui.

sigh,ii MISS those daes where we chat in e skl canteen liikx e whole canteen were ours.

alright alright ii'll go straigh2e pnt MEET UP SOON ALRIGH.

Ok will update again gt2go busy now.sorry.

love all my babe.
Love love.
Miss.

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Tuesday, July 15, 2008

OooO did ii mention tt on sun afterwork when iim on myway back h atnite in e MRT iisaw weixiong?

hahas.well ii methiim nd we chat wat we oways chat when we met eachother but it seen2b donkeymonths seen ii lastmet him didn't ii?hahas.

alright,

we chat from je till ii reach bukitpanjang nd we really chat nonstop so guess how long did we chat man.

Hmmmmmmm..................

hahas.more then haf an hr?hahas.

alright.

anyway went working td nd iim like supersupertired iim kind oftired of working life cos it's really killingmiie.sigh..iim really vtired didn't hv enough slp at all.sigh.

can ii ask ppl2do something2e bus or MRT?

can they play music there?
O come on,
ii really dun understan y so many ppl can stand those quiet bus or MRT wont they gt board of iit?
O pls la ii dunno y those ppl can stand la.
Butt well ii totally cant stand it.
Hahas.

ok iim ggstop here.
Ii need my rest cos iim working at7tml gt2wakeup at4.45am.argh............

iiMIIS my XZB la meetup soon alright=))
Do tkc of urself when working ok.
Miismiis love.

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Saturday, July 12, 2008

Jus gt back from work notlong.omg so tired lo.hahas.

anyway work lunch nd nite shift td.
Omg sat superbusiix la.once step in onli work nonstop break at5plus went fer dinner then goback set fer dinner.

hahas.td fivth came hlpout at nite.exactly it was pretty fun atnite butt was it bcos der sum1 ii noe fer omost2yrs or wat?

anyway it doesn't matter isn't iit?
Slongs ii did enjoy myself td in work is all tt matter.hahas.

omg feeling hungry now butt dunno whether wan eat noodles not.argh....
Crack my mind.

ok stop here goodnite readers.
Lovelove.

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Friday, July 11, 2008

Exactly endwork at3de but always drag for another hrs2complete e sidestation nd stuff.
End work at4plus td.faste rushdown2change and meetup wif fivth,shiqi,XZB and baby for lunch at cafe cartel in cityhall.
Only gt2noe tt jeremy were there after meetingup with dem.hahas.exactly it doesn't matter who came slongs every1is happy isn't iit?

orite went2eat and tt fivth ah.
OMG la.
Cant stand her keep disturbing XZB la.
Kuku wan lo.thiink she's mad le.hahas.oopsi=X

ok anyway we leave at6and all of us went back h where only baby gt2go2work.sigh.kind of pity baby.

morning gt skl then at nite stiilx need work plus he gt cuts ytd during work due2falling down nd break e plate.

omg my hearts hurting.

baby,PLS B CAREFUL IN FUTURE ORITE.
Love eu.

FYI PEEPS,II HAD SOMETHING2SAY.

this blog of mine is create for miie2say wateva things ii want ok it doesn't matter abt eu ppl.so pls gt tis thiings straigh.

1stly,eu ppl isn't miie so eu ppl dun even noe how iifelt at tt moment.so pls stand in my shoes nd thiink and pls duntok rubbish.

Tks alot.
Jerilin neo.

tkc babes.
Meetup real soon.
Love.

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Wednesday, July 9, 2008


all my clothes.

well sorry exactly not all.
1washing nd iim wearing another1now.
Hahas.

sorry didn't take myslipper.

hahas.
All ar LOVE man.
Miismiis.

BUGIS STREETS HERE II COME.

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present from baby=))

tata,ytd went bugis with baby nd my XZB2shop for more and even more clothes.Hahas.

omg la ii really hope ii can hv e whole bugis streets2myself la.hahas.

OooO did i say wat ii brough ytd nd how much it cost?

kk listen carefully ah.

ytd brought 1skirt,1home~tee,1 belt,1bag nd 4outing clothes.hahas.

well s well baby pay fer all only e belt nd home~tee ii pay la.

k listen carefully2e price ah.

baby pay de:
1skirt25bucks.
1bag20bucks.
4outing clothes10+25+28=53bucks.
Total:20+25+53=98bucks.

pay by miie:
1belt2bucks.
1home~tee10bucks.
Total:2+10=12bucks.

omg jus2daes iin bugis ii had alread spendup2100bucks.omg.

well gt e same belt,outing tee nd home tee wif xzb.

xzb,e clothes nd stuff nice rite?hahas.

Hahas.y baby will pay all my stuff when shopping cos he told miie tt his my bf atm a new atm.hahas.
Baby eu're so funny la butt tks fer everything.loveeu.

td afterwork onli go h with fivth nd shiqi cos realiix2tired le.wokeup at440tis morniinx cos startwork at7.omg la.killing miie lo.argh......
Exactly meeting fivth at615at cityhall butt she overslept so LL must go myself.kuku her.

omg really supertired after working fer8hrs la.superbusiix lo dun even hv etiime2breath la.hahas.thiink can slimdown le.hahas.dots.

o did mention abt e canteen food?

ok ii've2say tt e canteen food sux orite.really sux like hell la.yucks..nth much2eat at all lo.sian..

hahas.tml off dae can stay h rest le.if not really wan die le.

k then will upload those clothes pic realsoon ya.

love those clothes.
Tks baby.

Maybe meeting xzb nd fivth for coffee tis fri after working.

miss ourclick do tkc orite.
Meetup real soon.
Love.

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Monday, July 7, 2008

Omg td1st dae of work is totally killing miie la.god wokeup at610 in e morniinx start2prepare nd went out at7 to take bus2fairmont.

omg1hr of bus ride.

anyway meetup with joring nd shiqi de butt endup even CK ppl were der.hahas.

wen inside change nd gt prepare omg when taking uniform along onli took us more then15mins la.waited so long fer myturn.

anyway gt ready nd change nd went2HR2waiit for my manger2come nd fetch miie up.

reach der ppl there were realiix friendly they tok jokes nd stuff.

ii was soso busiix la nd hands where hurting either is myleg e shoes where killing miie orite.

gt scold by my senior well it wasn't my FAULT ok ii was realiix2busiix tt's y ii keep doing others things nd didn't clearn e table orite.omg.

lalala~~~~~~

endwork at5.meetup wif baby nd tata go shopshop at bugis fer clothes.

weeeee~~~~~~~~~
more nd more clothes.

baby,promise2pay fer mystuff.cos ii wanted buy tee so badly.
So he say let's go2bugis nd ii'll pay ii was like realiix?
He was like duh..

hahas.
Super happy la.

so off we go cor xzb2go along2buy butt she was way2lazy.nana popo.

ok reach bugis nd brough 3clothes1slipper3socks,1watch nd 1pants.

omg realiix soso happy la.

hmmm did ii say how much did beebee pay?

ok 3pieces of clothes omost cost25bucks+1slipper 15.90+3socks10bucks,watch5bucks nd 1pants20bucks so how much did he spend?

25+15.90+10+20+5=65.90bucks last then 2hrs.

oopsi=X way2much huh?hahas.

butt le baby cor miie go buy more tee tt ii wan la ii was liikx huh?ur $$$alot ah?hahas.

omg tml gg bugis again wif xzb2buy more clothes die think tml is myturn tt my pocket will b burn.

anyway my timetable fer tisweek.
Tues,wed nd fri:7to3pm.
Thurs:off.
Sat nd sun:3to11pm.

omg kill miie orite.

shiit.anyway baby,sendmiie h reach h omost8.hahas.baby,gv miie1necklace a heartshape wan.a realnice wan.tks baby.will upload those pic real soon.

gtg peeps.
Realiix dying soon.
Hahas.

tkc.
Cant wait2meetup with my XZB nd baby again.

lovelove

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Sunday, July 6, 2008


tata,that's my siis bday cake from4leaves incase eu ppl dunno wher.hahas.

it's my siis nd ii.

well those are ytd joanna's celebrating her bday.

wellwell td iis mingming nd shiuanshiuan celebrating their bday at king albert mac.

sorry no pic fer td s ii didn't took any of iit.iit was way2bored fer miie nd iim NOT lying.

after e party over gt back h nd chat wif baby awhile b4 blog.

nd here ii am.
Wateva JERILIN.......

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Do eu guys even though of couples seating RITE iinfront of eu nd how swt dey were nd EU jus seat der didn't noe wat else eu culd do?!

nd shiit iit exactly happen on miie omost iin ever event of ourfamily dae.
So can eu ppl think how will ii exactly felt at tt VMOMENT?

well seriously tt moment SUX like HELL orite.

sometime eu culd exactly gt away with those feeling but.


STOP LYING2URSELF JERILIN.

yaya~~~~

anyway seening couple arund eu nd eu're TOTALLY alone FCUK like SHIIT ok.

sorry jus bear wif miie fer awhile longer ok let miie sayout wat's iin miie1st orite reader.

well sometime eu jus cant gt away with those shiit feeling ya?

cos ii really dislike it COS IT'S WAY2BORED FER MIIE.



My Voice.

drowning in my loneliness
broken dreams and promises
how can i how can i carry on

silence is the only truth
words are empty so are you
can't deny what i feel so strong

i just want2close my eyes
till the world subsides
then i hear a voice inside miie cry

i just want2live,i just want2breath
to begin2believe
to be free nd2love,once again
to try
i just want2live,i just want2breath
let e song of live begin

opening my eyes again
everything still looks the same
how can i how can i carry on

if there's life,there's always hope
heaved a sigh but wisdom spoke
i know who i am,and i noe wat my life can be

i'll never understan the reason
why life can be unkind
and i'll never have e answer
to all the questions in my mind
but i can choose the way i live my life
it's mine to give,what's mine is mine to live
so i....will live....to breathe......
I wanna live......to breathe......

and live......to breathe......
To live......i just wanna live.

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Friday, July 4, 2008



well td iis my sister's bday la.hahas.hmmm thiink she's 15th tis yr ya?

hahas.die dun even noe how old iis my siis.

anyway helpout in e morniinx then ltr4gg2irene's jiejie's h2celebration.

gdlife ah she ask so many of her fren.hahas.

anywaiix nth much la jus wanna wish her happy bday.

tkc.
Lovelove.

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Thursday, July 3, 2008

Friday:

Fuck la type solong le then got problem than endup all the things that ii type gone ass-hole now got2retype.fuck.nevermind iim going short cut then.don't blame miie blame e net.

anyway jena's here td.hahas.miismiis gg chatchat with her now.tkc peeps.

thursday:

meet baby at8.10am.hahas.he pass miie e honey pear and choco ice-cream le.hahas.

went2swiss2settle my things then go cine2have our late breakfast early lunch.

then go yihong's bday party.
Really had lots of fun there.hahas.enjoy ourselves man.

hahas.got2make new fren again.hahas.
Those are yihong's fren keep disturbing XZB and miie la make us laugh oso.hahas.

sigh.thiink will update everything again really lazy2retype sorry.


im gg miss her like mad la.


miie and bday boy(ahkor,yihong)

wednesday:

went2da jie's office2help out lo nothing much la.hahas.

sian.

tuesday:

went2irene's jiejie house2settle my bro stuff.

sigh..

JEREMY NEO WEIJIE,will you stop hurting anybody who LOVES you.

sigh.please takecare of urself out there then.

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Wednesday, July 2, 2008

Sorry babes will update my blog real SOON ya.




stay happy people.

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Tuesday, July 1, 2008

Ii realiix miis clubbiinx plus der's once tis sun.omg ppl keepiinx sendiinx miie by comments nd message from frenster nd dey text miie tt der iis la plus iis MIXED AGE PARTY.argh..........
Sigh..if realiix mama allow oso cant go la cos e nextdae stay attachment le.ROAR....sigh.realiix miis clubbiinx realiix wan dance so tt ii can 4gt everythiinx tt's botheriinx miie.
Buttgues iim onli thiinkiinx ba.even if nextdae der isn't any work mama oso wont allowmiie2.y our chalet dun putt on those daes so tt ii can go.sigh.....
IDIOT la..
Argh....

ii wan go CLUBBIINX la.
Ii wan my FREEDOM la.
Omg......

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1more week2attachment omg realiix vscare lo dunno whether can ii do iit anot.
Mus jiayou jiayou lo.
Gogogo.....

come on ii noe everybody can do iit so we mus do our vbest k.


lee kailin'q sweeties,meetup real soon k.miis eu tons.thurs meetup gt stuff fer eu.hahas.




CLUBBIINX&FREEDOM ar LOVE.
(4.57pm)

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