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♥ Thursday, October 30, 2008

iit's my OFF td.hahas.nd ii took a PH leave on tis coming sun.alright,wokeup superearly td la like 9plus lo well irene's jie was here2.

went out wif irene's jie,mama&my sis2bank1st then sengsiong.
MAMA OWE MIIE CRAB FER SUPERLONG LA.

so iiexactly ask mama buy crab2cok td seen iit was my off.hahas.

&&&she brought3 CRABS.
Wahahas..................

oya went FEP ytd2buy clothes&&&shoes.
brought2piece of clothes fer onli 10bucks&iit's a 1for1 serious speaking e clothes wasnt vbad at all la.hahas.

a high heels shoes fer 29.90bucks.
hmmmmmmmm iis iit cheap or ex huh?

sigh,gt2go but clothes again ii mean dress MORE DRESS pls.
hahas.iim crazy over dress NOW.

alrigh,thiink iim gg back slp again tired la.
nite guys.

Labels: iim so tired., yawn

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♥ Wednesday, October 29, 2008

had split on mon,tues&fri(whiich is tml.)on mon went2watch high skl wif sim at ps.
alrigh,when abt2go h wanna take out my ez-link(s usual)then iirealise ii lost my bus-pass&employee card2 well ii though it was sim tt play a trick on miie but then realise his serious face on miie ii realise my card was realiix missing.alrigh,GOD DAME IIT.faste went2look fer it in e kopitian1st realise iit wasnt der then went2e cinema2try look fer then those gd guys out der saw miie nd pass2miie.

ii was like soso happy la cos ii was like so scare wat will happen la.

alright,ii did gv a call back2aru(manager on tt night)alrigh then iirush back2work nd reach around 520pm nd yes ii was late fer 20mins alrigh,when iireach der mr.aru exactlt ask miie those ques:

aru:jerilin,how eu lost ur card huh?
miie:cos ii didnt place my card inside e wallet so iilost it nd ii didnt noe.tt's y.
aru:huh?y other thing nv drop onli drop tt?
miie:huh?ii oso dunno how come.
aru:eu realiix lost ma?
miie:well if eu dun believ eu can ask my sis she der.
aru:iif miie nd alan go ii sure will keep him2tell e same things s miie wat.
miie:well if eu dun believ then go ask those ppl der la.
aru:well eu ppl cant lie.
miie:dots.

ass hole aru didnt beliiev miie.wateva la anyway many of our staff didnt like hiim cos he oways act BIG la.no lie.

shld brough cloths fer my cousin upcoming wedding so wen2bugis ytd wif sim2take a look.
well ya manager2brought clothes but not fer her wedding.

shiit ass la though brough 2ytd but ii didnt realiix like at all.sigh...........

was suppost2gt more&more&more dresss nd ii didnt gt any.argh........der isnt any nice dress at all&exactly spend a total of 60bucks on ladies stuff.

hate it hate it hate it.
argh...............

anyway tml will b gg FEP2c whether iis der any dress tt ii can buy.hahas.

well gtg do my things nd slp early if not ii'll realiix faint hasnt been feeling well tis few days kind of scare tt my sickness will happen again then hv2admit2hospital Oooo pls no way.

tks.
will update soon again.love.

Labels: ii wan more PRETTY DRESS.

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♥ Saturday, October 25, 2008

II JUST WANNA HAVE A NORMAL LIFE/A LIFE OF MY OWN.

II HATE WAT II WAS GIVEN NOW.

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♥ Friday, October 24, 2008

can ii replay back e past???

yes,ii MISS her nd iiswear iit has been 5yrs seen e day eu leave leaving miie in tis cold nite iis tis how eu gg treat miie?

regreting wat ii did2eu in e past.eu noe ii miss eu,eu noe ii wanted e past back yet iits impossible.

iihate how god iis treating miie ii hate how others treat miie so unfair ii hate how others judge miie nd ii even HATE how others COMPARE miie w others.y mus they do tiis dun they noe tt others NV like2b compare??like how eu dun like2b compare.

shiit ass.

alright work morning td.
gosh,iim so tired.

anyway XZB came nd look fer miie td nd we onli gt2chat awhile.
sigh.....................

alrigh,iim fat ND ND ND IIM GG ON DIET.
tks to sim tt ii had grow fat la.shiit ass.

iits 8.40pm ii've2go pongpong soon.hahas.

stay tune guys.

iim still learning2stay strong.

**********
every single tiime ii thought thiings has change then eu began2show up again.still e past tt once happen btw us was once ii couldnt 4gt till now y iis all tis so??ii try all kind of ways alread butt still things ar e same iim moving iim moving IIM MOVING ON W/O.....

gosh,iis e impact eu leave realiix tt great y am ii still thinking abt e past we use2had everytime ii came across ur stuff??

eu're leading ur way NOW so am ii??
y do ii always feeling moody after caming acoss ur STUFF???

ii swear ii've2stay strong w/o eu nd stop thinking anymore.

tkc.

Labels: dun compare miie w others.

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♥ Wednesday, October 22, 2008

alrigh,mama woke miie up at9plus td saying tt irene's jie gg bring miie2bank2settle my bank book s mama lost mine.

was abt2go out then mama say she lost my IC.gosh............

alright,then watch tv till 1plus then go take a nap till 4plus was being waken up by a 2piid fone call.gosh,wrong no wan.disturb la.argh...........if not can slp longer la.

alright,gtg busy le k.

tkc babes..

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♥ Tuesday, October 21, 2008

when was god even FAIIR b4??ii use2pray every single day butt yet wat had happen??

do ii even gt wat ii wanted??
well iit's a BIG NO-NO ii didnt.
iim sick of all tiis tt ii had.
can any1 even understand?

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well ytd did splitshift so simsim ling came nd acc miie during my break.
wen2ps(plaza sing)to catch house bunny omgomgomg iits a real nice show la iif eu understan.
after tt wen2pork mall(or iis iit park mall or soeva la)nv been der b4 so wen2take a look BUTTT iits bored la nth de lo.

sian.............

anyway tml iis my off.
happy.
gtg blog agaiin.

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♥ Sunday, October 19, 2008

ii jus wanna lead a life like any others 18yrs old gers out der wher dey enjoy their childhood wonderful memorial butt yet ii DUN HV.iim jealous of wat others hv nd yet ii couldnt hv any.

y iisgod so unfaiir2miie??
y ar dey taking my childhood memorial away??

ii jus wanna lead normlly like anybody yet y isnt tt so??

II HATE GOD FER TAKING AWAY WAT II HAD ND MAKE MIIE SUFFER.

Labels: y cant ii lead like others.

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♥ Friday, October 17, 2008

tiis few days rodney has start agaiin he start2sms miie rubbish agaiin.
alright,read nd eu'll noe wat he send miie.
message below ar copy by my message(copyright).

conversa wif rodney fer e past fewdays.
Rodney's hp. (11:39 PM):
Ya lo.just miss u alot.honestly that is why i am here 2 relax my mind
DMF1_CB4
Rodney's hp. (11:39 PM):
Sad also.whn some1 is off 2mrw
DMF1_CB4
Rodney's hp. (11:41 PM):
Ya i stl like u n honestly Luv u also
DMF1_CB4
Rodney's hp. (11:46 PM):
Ai ren.why no reply
DMF1_CB4
Me (11:48 PM):
Wat eu wan miie reply??????
Rodney's hp. (11:53 PM):
I also don know.what i feel now s d same s last time even i am angry 4 that i hv no heart 2 erase ur num n also add u s wo de ai ren cause what ever happen we learn from mistake n from there we make things better.i also miss d gd time Wt u honestly i really stl keep it my heart cause 4 me that time s alot of meanin full that s why i miss.like n Luv u stl
DMF1_CB4
Rodney's hp. (12:04 AM):
Ai ren.i am goin back home cause nd more rest didnt slp well s i think of some1 that i miss.what i done 2 her that s so bad
DMF1_CB4
Rodney's hp. (12:08 AM):
Gd night n sweet dreams ai sen.hope u wl early n not do things.wo ai ni
DMF1_CB4
Rodney's hp. (12:11 PM):
Hi ai ren.how r u.me k didnt slp wl s normal thinkin.wl tk cr.miss u.ai ni.muah
DMF1_CB4
Rodney's hp. (5:35 PM):
Ai ren.why no reply.what happen
DMF1_CB4
Rodney's hp. (6:26 PM):
Ai ren.miss u alot.muah
DMF1_CB4.

went to skl td to hlp my beloved xzb to be her guest fer her compi.
gv her a mickey to keep her strong nd gd luck fer her compi.
anyway after compi wen to amber to chat w daddytan.
daddy,told miie abt him abt e breakup nd stuff.

sorry if ii had hurt eu or so.
butt eu mention e breakup nd we both exactly agree to iit didnt eu rmb pus eu didnt wanna pull e r/s back either.

sigh,anyway it was all e past.
tks fer e swt memorial tt eu left behind.

move on w\o miie alrigh ii believe eu can find sum1 beta.
if eu happen to read my blog pls understand.

heard tt eu change alot pls understand tt wat eundid iis right or wrong alright.
anyway gd luck fer ur compi.

tkc.

Labels: take care of urself nd tks fer everything.

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♥ Tuesday, October 14, 2008

gosh,had lots of pic2update but due2some problem ii couldn't update it.
alright,ASSsssssss............

anyway wont b updating blog fer e next few days s ii didnt hv e time plus ii really wanna think abt something real deep.

were ********** everlasting??

Labels: eu had change do eu realise??

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♥ Saturday, October 11, 2008

shiit head shiit head SHIIT HEAD.

hate tml la change my shift fer tml nd now iu gt2work super early shift at 6am.gosh,shiit ass tks2ah ben la say dun puttmiie alright stiilx dun listen.

HATE TML.

well blessmiie lucky tml afterwork sim will drove down2 cityhall2fetch miie.hahas.can rest in e car le.

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alright,td afterwork meetup wif fivth,sishi nd sim cos fivth wanted go bpp2meetup w joleen so iitag along.hahas.

after meetingup w joleen iim like supersuper hungry la so wen2hv earlydinner at5plus.hahas.

conversation w fivth:

miie:lets go long john2eat(happy happy).
fivth:dun wan la iiwanna go kopition2eat la.

miie:dun wan la LJS la.
fivth:dunwan kopition la(annoying).

miie:dunwan la LJS.
fivth:kopition la(pulling miie2kopition).

miie:dunwan(pulling her straight2LJS).
fivth:(whining non-stop).

miie:stop behaving like a aunt.
fivth:(still whining non-stop)

s usual ii won,we head2LJS2hv dinner nd still she keep scolding miie non-stop fer brining her2LJS butt seriously eu thiink ii care???hahas.

alright,reach h arund 6.30pm ND now iis nearly 835pm nd haven pongpong.
alright,gt2go hv my shower soon .

update agaiin.
tkc babes.

love,jerilin.

Labels: LJS LOVES.

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♥ Friday, October 10, 2008

ii've always been e kind of girl tt hid my face.
so afraid to tell e world wat i've gt2say.
butt ii've tiis dream rite inside of miie.

iim gonna let it show.
its time.
to let you noe.

to let you noe.

tis is real,tis is miie.
im exactly wher im supposed to be now.
gonna let e light shine on miie.
now i've found,who ii am.
der's no way2hold it in.
no more hiding who iiwanna be.

tis is miie.

******

mayb iit's bcos of ur sister tt'y eu hv change again.
perharps iishldn't blame eu ii shld b prepare fer it.

butt now iithink ii shld stop saying how much iiwante tis frenship back perharps eu noe how much ii treasure OUR FRENSHIP.

II MIIS OUR PAST dun eu???

Labels: were things change again??

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♥ Thursday, October 9, 2008

Baby boy what you done to me
I saw you smiling suddenly
I can't get you out my mind
I got a bad boy I can't lie
I want your time and your full attention
I wanna to talk to you and not to mention good love that you give to me I think about it constantly no I
Won't apologize for feeling like I do it's just the simple facts of life I'm crazy over you

I'm a selfish girl when it comes to you every minute of the day I'm addicted to what your giving me boy
It's killing me when it comes to love I'm not trying share you might think I'm greedy but I just don't care
I need you in my world cause I'm a selfish girl

I understand that you got your crew but I've got something in mind for you make you lose all track of
Time guaranteed to blow your mind I don't care what anybody got to say maybe they never had it quite this
Way let them talk and criticize they all need to recognize They might see I'm a bit extreme to need you
Night and day but what I feel can't be consealed there ain't no other way

Boy you got me trippin'
I didn't know what I was missing
This is crazy
So amazing
I didn't mean to be demanding but I hope your understanding
I'm not playing boy
I'm just saying boy
They might see I'm a bit extreme to need you night and day but what I feel can't be consealed there ain't
No other way

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after sometime iim still wondering am ii still???ii really hate how iit's gg btw us now.didnt we promise nth gg break us apart nd we'll stay strong no matter wat???well y am ii being prove wrong now???

ii kind of HATE tiis moment.

some1 tell miie wat shld ii do???

culd everything go back???

eu noe iiMISS our wonderful moment didn't eu???

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♥ Tuesday, October 7, 2008

was tt still eu?!

eu didn't seen2b eu anymore eu seen2change alot nd ii no longer wonder am ii still ur bestfren now?

am ii still?!

can eu telx miie???

eu make miie thiink eu're diff NOW nd iidunno how iishld say.

ar we still tt bestfren tt everybody envy of???

sigh..............

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♥ Sunday, October 5, 2008

lastnite sim drove miie h nd we had a real long chat iin hiis car.

diid iimention tt past few days we wen2far east nd iiactually saw a REAL niice cloth butt SUM1 refuse2let miie buy.
gosh gosh gosh,HATE IIT SO MUCH LA.

god dame iit.

REALLY HATE IIT SOSO MUCH.

iiwanna gt MORE clothes iim sick nd tired of my wardrobe.

******

eeeeeeeeeee,iim sick of town la.butt had no wher2go.
can sum1 tell miie of other niice place2go?

omg omg omg.

ii WAN MORE CLOTHES.

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dun judge miie ii live fer myself nd not fer others ii do wat ii like nd not wat others miie.
dun judge miie by how iidress cos tt's miie.

dun eu ppl hv nth beta2do y does ppl judge ppl.
ii believe in how others live nd dress fer themselves nd not by how others actually judge dem.

ii dun deny ii dun judge ppl butt at least in e end iinoe tis dem dey do wat they like everyone do wat dey wante.

ii HATE ppl who JUDGE miie nd COPY miie.

god dame iit.
be who eu're nd not copy others.

ASS HOLE.

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♥ Saturday, October 4, 2008

sorry fer e superlate update BUTT my blog iis not rottinx alight jus tt ii dun hv tiime2blog fer e past few days due2work.
sorry.

well had realiix lots of thiings2blog abt e past few days butt didnt noe wher2start.
anyway,korkor,brought a newfone already nd guess whiich fone iis iit?
hahas.not gg tellx eu peeps go guess urself la.hahas.

tell eu peeps a real bigg serect iinoe how2drive car abiit alread nd iimean REAL car k not any fake wan k.hahas.

*****

been real tiired tiis week.onli had my off tml.shiit supertiired diidnt hv enough slp at all.shiit.

supertiired tiilx ii took a PH(public holiday leave)next week.gosh,realiix couldn't stand.2much split shift alread.

DIIE.

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alright,gtg shower nd stuff alread anyway wiilx try update my blog agaiin.
tkc peeps.

miis.

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