}- ❤ME AND YOU.

♥ Friday, September 26, 2008

cool huh?
Hahas.iit's a display at cityhall fivth took iit nd iiask her send2miie.
S my phone iis giving miie prob agaiin ass HATE iit.

ii saw e live F1 td iit's real cool alright.hahas.no joke la.
Butt after seeming iit long eu onli find iit bored s iit keep repeating e same old thiings.

hahas.dots=(

ii came across my fren's blog td nd ii realise how much we're drifting apart nd seriously vvbadly nd seriously ii HATE iit.

iis all tis called s friendship?!?

WE'RE DRIFTING APART ND II HATE IIT II REALIIX HATE IIT SOSO MUCH.

can everything go back2 b4 like how close we use2b?

FUCK,II SWEAR II HATE TIS MOMENT SO MUCH.

ii wanted e past back wher we're still so close nd thiings ar not changing.

ii wanted everything back iis iit possible.

tell miie thiings ar not changing can?
Pls.

*Well ii did spare tiime2blog fer e past few days cos fer e next few days iiwont hv enough tiime2blog due2work.*

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♥ Thursday, September 25, 2008

Iim more confirm tt,tt's ur back ii saw when ii view ur profile td eu haven change a single bit nd perhaps tt's oways eu when ii saw eu nd tt's wat ii oways love abt eu.

ii noe eu saw miie on tt day dun eu?
Eu didn't call out2miie nd ii understan y eu did tt.

butt yet agaiin shld ii b happy when ii cya or shld ii b sad abt iit?

(JERILIN,iit's time2wake up,eu noe iit dun eu.

gosh,ii hate iit ii realiix hope ii can wakeup from all tis nd say ii had totally gt eu out of my mind butt yet iinoe ii cant.)

from e past till tis vmoment did ii eva mention tt iihad totally 4gt eu?

well e ans was a "NO" ii didn't say those words b4 nd eu ppl nv hear those words coming out from my mouth b4 isn't iit?

iim happy when ii cya happy butt yet iinoe iim actually asking more than tt butt iit's all beyond my control.

ii had lead a life w/o eu long ago didn't ii?
Then ii realise tt ii stiilx couldn't gt eu out of my mind.

ii oways try my vbest2stop thiinkiinx abt eu yet iirealise ii cant do iit.
Ii wante a life wif eu/ii dun wan a life wif eu.

gosh,ii realiix hate tis moment!

II WANTED A LIFE WHER II COULD STOP THIINKIINX ABT EU IIS ALL TT POSSIBLE?

guess eu're oways a part of miie seen tt vday.

butt stiilx iim carrying on my life2gt eu out of my life.

btw happy belated bday(20th bday).
Do tkc of urself.

iim asking lord2b wif eu.
God bless eu.

(peeps,now eu noe y ii still couldn't gt myself2accept hiim)?
(sorry boy).

*eu noe ii'll still b ### when eu #### miie*

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♥ Wednesday, September 24, 2008

Just gt back from work not long ago.
Hmmm td not vbusy la pretty lag.

tiime fly,2more months plus nd e attachment gg end alread.fast isn't iit?

ii really start2wonder after attachment end wat shld ii realiix b doing then?
Gg back2PMC nd carry on working or? sigh.

Iim LOST.

ya,did ii mention tt afew days back he actually ask miie b hiis ger agaiin?

sigh,
ii took a long tiime2decided b4 giving hiim e ans.

nd my ans iis ii haven accept hiim.
Ii noe ii'll hurt hiim when ii say tt butt ii didn't wanna hurt hiim when our r/s actually ended haf way through.
Cos ii noe tt will hurt even more isn't iit?

So much things iis crossing my mind nd iim really sick of those haf way R/S tt w/o an ending isn't der any happy ending in e end of my lovestory?

F**K,y iis all tis happening2miie?
Is all my entire life gg b like tis?
Can some1 jus ans miie?

sometime behind my back iinoe ppl name miie s a flirt butt stop nd ask urself agaiin do eu ppl actually understan miie?
Eu thiink ii wanted all tis eu thiink ii wanna change agaiin&agaiin eu thiink ii wanna hurt ppl or perhaps make myself drown in mytears?

SHUT UP~

pls learn2understan miie b4 eu judge miie.

ii HATE everything y iis all tis happening?
Can tis b e last1(something ii oways ask butt nv came true isn't iit?).

boy:jus wanna eu2noe tt ii dun wan our future r/s 2end like ii use2had tt's y ii've been rejecting eu agaiin&agaiin which make eu disappointed ii didn't wan2either butt sorry perhaps iim selfish nd iim afraid either.sorry boy.tks fer all those swtswt memory tt eu oways gvmiie butt gv miie more tiime alright.

tks boy.

life jus isn't fair.

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♥ Tuesday, September 23, 2008

Tell eu ppl a V BIIG secret ii slept fer 14hrs td.hahas.

Clever rite.
Anyway tml iis my off tt's y ii can slp fer solong.

goshi,tis week iis F1 week plus iineed 2stay back from3-12pm on sat.god dame iit la.
e next few days ii'll sure die of tiredness.
Sigh.

o ya did ii mention tt ii wen fer movie ytd?

hahas.ii watch e "My mighty princess" wif ah sim.
Hahas.so nice nd touching la.
Realiix worth watching lo.

no joke hahas.
Faste go watch.

hahas.alright,signing off le.wanna watch tv.

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♥ Saturday, September 20, 2008

tis miie tis jus how crazy ii am.

Iim living fer myself not fer others,ii do wat ii like not wat others like,ii do wat ii wan not wat others ask miie2.

iiHATE how others say abt miie behind myback then infront of miie they ar diff.y cant ppl jus show their true colour?

iinoe wat iim doing ii dunneed others2judge miie or2tell miie wat ii shld nd wat ii shldn't do.

in life jus who e hell can eu realiix gv ur TRUST2 who can eu realiix BELIEV iin?

in life sometime even ur FAMILYMEMBERS eu cant even believ in.

TRUST MIIE iim serious abt wat iisay.

kind of hate all these ppl in my working area nd oso at h show ur truecolour nd STOP HIDING like a mother fucking.

ii hide ppl hiding like an asshole nd dun dare show their truecolour.

eu ppl go nd thiink abt wat ii say if1day eu're been treat like tt how will eu feel?dun blame miie fer scolding all tiis badwords cos eu ppl force miie2do iit.

tks eu ppl fer teaching miie all tis lesson nd nv believ eu ppl again.

TKS ASSHOLE.

Labels: Ii HATE lying nd oso those ppl we hide their true colour.

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td endwork at3had lunch wif ahsim then head h.
kind of tired.sigh......

had been thinking alot fer e past fewdays.

like w/o chef we wont hv nicefood.
W/o those blackskin workers we wont hv a nice singapore.
W/o job every1 will b poor.
Dun eu agree2wat ii say?

Ii've been thinking abt those fer e past few days nd yet ii really had no idea y is tt so.

ii REALLY ENVY those couples who actually maintain their R/S So well nd ii always ask myself y cant ii do e same?

Ii REALLY wanna hv a evalasting R/S butt y cant ii do iit?

ii've been through so many kind of R/S nd ii dun deny tt every R/S iim iin ii didn't gt hurt nd iiSWEAR in every R/S ii try mybest2keep everything gg nd make it lasting butt jus how do ii actually mention a gd R/S tt last 4eva?

iim sick nd tired of those kind of R/S tt ended haf way.

IIM SO TIRED OF IIT II SWEAR IIM VTIRED OF ALL TIS RUBBISH.

******

-tell miie if iim jus a fool2eu-

eu leave miie crying in e rain.
Waiting fer eu like a fool yet ii gotten nth in return.
Ii wanted eu2stay by myside yet nth was possible(could eu b der again).

am ii asking fer2much(ii knew ii didn't)?
Iim happy fer eu yet in e other hand iiwanted eu more than anything,more than any1 else yet wat did ii gt(would eu b back by myside again)?

iim crazy over eu(yet eu noe abt iit).
Eu're my everything(yet eu noe abt iit).
Eu're all ii could ask fer(yet eu noe abt iit).
Yet eu're still treating miie like tis?

iim falling in,falling deeped than eu can expect yet iim still nth2eu.
Ii wanna end everything would eu help miie(pls say eu would).

iim SICK ND TIRED of all tis(nd eu noe).
Iim leaving eu alone2thiink abt iit(pls dun say anything else cos eu noe tis all ii could ask fer).
Iim still trying hard2move on my life W/O eu(nd eu noe abt iit).
Pls tell miie 4gtting eu iis s easy s iit was meant2b(pls iim hoping so).

iim still trying hard2move on my life W/O eu(nd eu noe abt iit).
Iim still trying hard2move on my life W/O eu(nd eu noe abt iit~).

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♥ Wednesday, September 17, 2008

had a cousin outing ytd wif darling jena nd reene after my work.

went h after work then meet jena at6at je then head 2wards je 2hv some bite nd oso slack s reene's watching movie wif her sis(joleen's jie).

alright,6plus we leave nd noe wat head down2city hall agaiin eu noe like agaiin.hahas.a place wher ii go omost everyday.

SICK&TIRED la~(Miie&my lao papa phase)
hahas.

meetup wif reene at maria square nd had dinner tgt.hahas.

anyway reach h at 9.55pm.hahas.

ytd outing were fun isn't iit?though we didn't do much butt we still did chat alot.

babes,meet up real soon alright.
Miis.

hahas.uncle,gv miie e green light2sit on e bin nd eat alright.hahas.c how gd e uncle treatmiie.

hahas.dots.
Ii eat nd drink sitting on e bin well it doesn't stink alright iiSWEAR iit's clean(no joke).hahas.

~

iit's my off td nd 1idiot coming2look fer miie nd wanna bring miie go buy mylunch.

nd nd nd....................
Dun tell eu go guess urself.

lame pork~ jerilin.

******

y do ii still c ur imagine everywhere ii go?
Didn't ii gt eu out of my mind a few months ago?
Some things ii noe ii couldn't control iit.
Yet,ii HATE iit.
Eu're somewher so near2miie yet my eyes ar still playing trick on miie(iit's still).
Iim living in my own world so ar eu yet y do ii still ur non-exist imagine(iim so tired)?
Quit e game.
Ii noe those wasn't eu yet they looks so alike,like eu(stop tt).

ii noe eu dun exist in my world anymore yet ii still couldn't 4gt eu.
Hell iit gt lost will eu?
Sick nd lost yet wat else could iisay?

Iim apart from urworld yet eu're not apart from mine(tell miie wat shld ii do,tell miie)?
Ii dun wanna c ur non-exist imagine infront of miie.
Ii dun wanna make myself afraid wheneva ii cya.
Ii dun wanna make myself turn myhead nd look at e non-exist eu fer e 2times.

iim sick of those life.
Gt lost will eu?
Hurting miie once was enough2leave those impact in miie(gt lost).
IiSWEAR iireally hope ii'll nv think of eu agaiin.
Yet still it's beyond my control(ii wanna hv my control over myself).

leave iit iim tired of those lil game iim playing wif myself now.
E non-exist eu will oways b der.

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♥ Sunday, September 14, 2008

Hv been real moody/bad mood fer e past fewdays.

iiHATE false alarm.

god dame iit.

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♥ Saturday, September 13, 2008

ii found tis cool nd cute stuff at other ppl blog >>

hahas.
isn't it cool nd sexy.

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god damn it ii omost gt tis phone td but e 2pid sales ger keep saying need tis nd tt la.

argh,shit ass laif not cos of all tt ii'll b using e phone now.

Random pic when waiting for fivth td.
hahas.

********

well had ben&jerry wif fivth on~hmmm if not wrong is on mon at cityhall.hahas.dots.

alrigh,1st time ii let my fridge up nd took a pic.
tired la.
tml working 1-9pm sian lo.
idiot idiot lo.

ii wanna rest la.

TIRED

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♥ Tuesday, September 9, 2008

gosh,iionli slept fer11hrs nd still feeling abit tired.

gosh,iim like a piig huh?
Hahas.
II NEED MORE SLP LA~

Ask my siis2help miie buy lunch in skl td.
Nd noe wat e chicken rice sux jus s shown in e pic nd e sushi somekind of looks ugly after putting inside her bag huh!
DUH~

alright,gt2start work tml at730am till 9pm tml.

SHIIT~

BORED plus TIRED~

o ya,did ii mention tt rodney wen2KL nd came back like last sun nd even BROUGHT miie a RING tt sux like hell nd ah sim exactly thrown iit away.

hahas.
So funny la.

alright,gt2go2pongpong then head down2buy my dinner.
nd ii wanna buy my dye hair thingy.
Hahas.

cya guys.
Miss.

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♥ Monday, September 8, 2008

yupi=))iit's my off tml.
Hahas.but~gosh,im super tired!

my tis week timetable somekind of sux alright.

3days of split shift.
3days morniinx shift.
Nd fer sun working from 1-9pm la.

wat e hell la sux isn't iit?

alright,update more tml if ii've e time.
Tkc peeps.

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♥ Sunday, September 7, 2008

ii came across tis lyrics nd somehow ii really like it.

so decided2jot iit down nd let eu ppl enjoy it2.

enjoy e lyrics.

im no angel thats for sure.
Just pleasue tell me why are these things happening to me?
I really love you,cous theres no limit to that,no way,no way.
She doesn't love you shes using you to show you off,to her friends,
but baby thats not me.

i guess im the angel,
the only for one you.
{you,you,you,you,you}
and if theres was only one thing i could do,
i wouldn't do it,because i love you,unlike her,
but why do you torcher me?
I can't sleep at night baby,
i was thinking i was your angel.

2yrs from now i can see the dance,
looks like you gave our love another chance,
she's still looking at you,despise in eyes,
i now know im the angel for you.
Now i know it's no lie[no lie],
i guess my mind wasn't joking[joking]
about that,

im the angel the one for you,
i'll tell no lie if you do that too,
but what if she steals ur heart?
Then what do ii do?

baby,theres no stoping me from loving you.
She didn't steal your heart yet,
what do i do till then?
I know im your angel,
the only one for you....

angel......angel......

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♥ Friday, September 5, 2008

had a outing wif my xzb td 2wildwildwet.hahas.

Had so much fun even though iit's jus e2of us isn't iit?

meetup at1245pm then head 2wards downtown.

brough adress at onli 10bucks after discount.gosh,so supercheap rite.hahas.so regret onli buy1 of iit la.shld brough more.hahas.

alright,onli stay there fer2hrs plus then off2hv our late lunch early dinner.hahas.

went2 ps swensons2hv lunch nd seriously e service there SUX~like hell can.

alright,we had:
1st course:tomato garlic soup.
2nd course:chicken baked rice 4miie nd fish&chip fer my XZB.
Side dish:rodeo wings.
Dessert4e day:gold rush4 my XZB,merri-mint4miie.

nd we spend a total of 61.90bucks.

gosh,we had alot of 2piid joke nd we laugh like mad.
After tt we head2town2fareast then leave there at8.

reach bukitpanjang at830.
Call ding han nd then go look fer them at bukitpanjangplaza cos iit's wildret's bday.

gosh,did ii mention abt e 2piid bus driver?he omost make miie fall k.2piid 2piid 2piid.

iiHATE e busdriver~
argh~~~~~~~

after plaza we went2ah lu's h downstair2talk nd listen2music then iileft la cos tml still need2work.

sian lo dun feel like working at all la.

XZB:rmb wat we say we mus prove2others tt though iit's jus e 2of us we'll still enjoy ourselves no matter wat isn't iit?

tks tks fer e swt outing ya.

gt2meet up real soon k.
Miis miis.

love my baby darling.

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♥ Thursday, September 4, 2008

D&D Wif my beloved sexy chef nd HR sexy lady.hahas.

~~~

hahas.will b meeting my beloved XZB tml2go wildwildwet.hahas.

cant wait2meet her nd hv fun la.
miis eu my beloved XZB=))

~~~~

Many things has change currently.
Nd ii dunno how ii shld say or perhaps how ii shld spell it out.

iim sick nd tired of pretty much things.

II WANTED A FAIRYTALE ENDING.
II WANTED A FAIRYTALE LOVE.

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