}- ❤ME AND YOU.

♥ Sunday, November 30, 2008

korkor's 21st bady cake.

the 3Js wif cheryl's jie.

the 3Js.

tis is like not only haf of my family members la.

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ok after work sim actually drove miie2 4th aunt's h s my bro is having his early 21st bday der&s a sister of cos ii ought2go der early2help isn't it???

hahas.okok.though iiwas really super tired after mywork still ii did wat ii need2do.gv korkor a photo-album s der's a reason behind it.
-KORKOR,II WAN EU KEEP THOSE SWT PICTURES INSIDE IT.
hope eu like both e photo-album&e card OK?

its was pretty fun s ii got a chance2meetup w my sweetards again.
anyway we had a family meeting after cutting of cake so much so much things happen&ii really wan tks ALL my sweetards,irene jie&last but not all 4th uncle wife by standing beside miie2takecare of miie.

RENEE SWEETARDS:Jerilin, if there's anything i can help you, just give me a call ok? =) take care love.

DD SWEETARDS:Dun cry already la.anything u can call jena,renee or cheryl jiejie..okie..it may be really hard for you to talk to me..but dont worry..there're stil other ple whom you can talk to yeah?though i also dunno wads really goin on n wad really went out jus now but just have a good rest and tmr will definitely b beta!love u sweets:)

tks babes ii noe eu ppl care for miie from e bottom of ur heart de.
tks for standing by myside when iineed some1 e most.

2korkor:if 1day eu happen2come through my blog pls take note of tis,sorry tt eu're always e last2noe those story behind it sorry2hv make eu so upset abt wat happen few days back im so sorrt fer all tt things tt iicause.sorry for everything.

*****
8-4pm td wasnt feeling well at all my throat hurts like hell,requested for haf day AL yet manager dun allow idiot cos he say ar eu serious?td high tea busy cannot la IDIOT.
iiSWEAR la my throat sososo de hurting can how ii hope ii'll jus chop it off la.it had been nearly a week vut its still like tt HATE IT.
ok took med le need go shower then slp le.super tired la.

once&4all TKS AGAIN2ALL MY BABES.

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♥ Thursday, November 27, 2008

it's pay day again BABES.
ok gt2withdraw cash fer mama&fer my fone bill like tml.hahas.ok im so bloody TIRED TD.they always say short briefting yet endup it take nearly AN HOUR LA.
gosh...............

lunch was busy so ofcos tyrning over were slow so we take nearly3hrs2turnover&oso briefting la.BORED~~~~~~~~~

reach h at7la SO TIRED lucky td sim drove car out la.hahas.
well he'll drive miie2work tml morning either&oso send miie h.
O YESYESYES MAN=))
so happy la at least ii wont hv2stand in e train wher i'll oways fall aslp when standing rite.hahas.

o ya b4ii titally 4gt got2go buy korkor's preseng tml s he's gg celebration his bday early tt's y.
ok im gg rest le super tired LAAAaaaa.......

DO EU LOVE HER BCOS SHE'S MORE BEAUTIFUL THEN MIIE OR WAS IT BCOS EU FELT TT SHE LOVES EU MORE THEN II DO?

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♥ Wednesday, November 26, 2008

ok it's my off yet ii feel like gg back cos ii really dun wan hear anybody nag at miie.
its like HELLO finally its my OFF yet y does all e nagging starting again??

SHUT UP II JUS WAN A PEACE PLACE NOW.
y cant ppl jus stop talking rubbish?

hurt miie wont make eu any beta dun eu think so???
ii jus wanna spend my off2watch tv&slp s iim still not feeling tt well but when ii wakeup@2plus then iistart hearing some1nagging?

GOSH,II HATE IT CAN.

ii really jus wan those peace in miie¬ listening2ppl nagging.

ii noe wat ii do best ii dunneed eu2teach miie/tell miie wateva it is cos eu NV NOE WAT AM I THINKING isnt it?

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♥ Monday, November 24, 2008

im so tired,work B/D(730-1115/5-9pm) then td work morning shift.
gt2b in outlet at 645AM.wakeup at 5AM>2take train2work gosh HATE taking TRAIN la those ppl jus push like mad.
ARGH..................

lucky,td wasnt tt pax so nobody push miie in2 e TRAIN.

after work met fivth then went4late lunch@raffles city.
had alot alot of chat w her abt my life&stuff.

drop tt dun feel like mentioning again.

weixiong,sms miie td&so we had a chat.
y does we've e same life???
sigh,NVM we'll both workhard tgt k.jiayou weixiong&&&MIIE.
GOGOGO..........

wed is my off working afternoon shift tml lucky la can slp longer plus sim coming fetch miie2work tml.
ok iim gg watch myshow now.

update again..

*shit,my cough is not getting any beta.die.*

Labels: y does life oways has it down moment???

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♥ Saturday, November 22, 2008

went2c doc again&had MC fer it so told sim abt it then he drove car2sing2fetch miie incase iim feeling weak.
seriously,ii had difficult breathing td due2my flu didnt dare tell him if not im vsure he gg kill miie fer not taking care of myself again.

alright,when waiting fer him went2HMV2walk arund.
saw a few CD so decided2buy aCD2 listen happen2came across e CD tt ii brougt&happen2find tis REAL NICE SONG ok.
seriously,ii've tons of CD in his car alread.hahas.
his whole car is nearly full of my things la.hahas.oopsi=X

tis e lycis of e song:

This is for my peoples who just lost somebody
Your best friend, your baby, your man, or your lady
Put your hand way up high
We will never say bye (no, no, no)
Mamas, daddies, sisters, brothers, friends and cousins
This is for my peoples who lost their grandmothers
Lift your head to the sky 'cause we will never say bye

As a child there were them times
I didn't get it but you kept me alive
I didn't know why you didn't show up sometimes
It's something more than saying "I miss you"
But when we talked too
All them grown full things
Separation brings
You never let me know it
You never let it show because
You loved me and obviously
There's so much more left to say
If you were with me today face to face

[Chorus:]
I never knew I could hurt like this
And everyday life goes on like
"I wish I could talk to you for awhile"
"I wish I could find a way try not to cry"
As time goes by
And soon as you reach a better place
Still I'll give the whole world to see your face
And I'm bragging right next to you
It feels like you gone too soon
The hardest thing to do is say bye bye

(Bye Bye) [x3]
Bye bye

And you never got the chance to see how good I've done
And you never got to see me back at number one
I wish that you were here to celebrate together
I wish that we could spend the holidays together
I remember when you used to tuck me in at night
With the Teddy Bear you gave to me that I held so tight
I thought you were so strong
That you can make it through whatever
It's so hard to accept the fact you're gone forever

[Chorus:]
I never knew I could hurt like this
And everyday life goes on like
"I wish I could talk to you for awhile"
"I wish I could find a way try not to cry"
As time goes by
And soon as you reach a better place
Still I'll give the world to see your face
And I'm bragging right next to you [? ]
It feels like you gone too soon
The hardest thing to do is say bye bye

(bye bye bye bye bye bye) [x3]
Bye bye

This is for my peoples who just lost somebody
Your best friend, your baby, your man, or your lady
Put your hand way up high
We will never say bye (no, no, no)
Mamas, daddies, sisters, brothers, friends and cousins
This is for my peoples who lost their grandfather
Lift your head to the sky 'cause we will never say bye

[Chorus:]
I never knew I could hurt like this
And everyday life goes on like
"I wish I could talk to you for awhile"
"I wish I could find a way try not to cry"
As time goes by
And soon as you reach a better place
Still I'll give the world to see your face
And I'm bragging right next to you
It feels like you gone too soon
The hardest thing to do is say bye bye

iim so gg put tis song s my blog's song la.
having split tml gg repair my N80 tml.
he's gg drive car out again tml.hehes.

ok gg orhorh soon le med make miie abiit sleepy.
nite peeps.

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♥ Friday, November 21, 2008

shit shit shit...............

MY THROAT HURTS LIKE MAD K&COUGHING LIKE MAD CAN.
couldn't go2work td but ii took AL la cos ii really dunhv e engry2c doc la.iim really so tired la.

ii couldn't gt up fer work either.
e 2pid doc.lily refuse2gv MC la.argh......................
well ppl believ tt she only LOVE guys tt's y when ger go they refuse2gv MC.

think iim having fever either.gosh,so uncomfortable...................
HATE IT.

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o few days back went2hv steamboat& we actually eat soso much la.
among e 4gers ii ate e lesses ii had no idea how e other3gers actually eat la.hahas.dots.

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alrigh wanna go rest le gtg back ltr fer staffmeeting.idiot..........

wen2watch madagascar2 ytd.hahas.so worth la peeps shld go&watch in future ya.
so funny.

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♥ Wednesday, November 19, 2008

after a3days leave&then back2work is kind of hard la.
iim so super tired..

ii actually though for so long abt this&still ii really dunno wat should ii do.
ii SWEAR ii was ENVY of her having wat ii always wanted fer a yr back.

ii had a chat w sweetard few days back abt this issue butt still ii dunno wat ii wanted.
sim,has been asking miie2b w him for a few times yet ii had reject him.
was it bcos ii was afraid2gt hurt in e next R/S or was it jus miie didnt dare gv it a try???????

like wat ii mention early had a chat w dd.shw actually ask miie gv it another shot then she say seen in e past ii did b4 y dun ii do it again?

ii dun deny saying tt ii've feeling for him but ii really dunno wat2do.
ii've been thinking day&night abt this matter yet ii really dunno wat2do.

i wante live like any other ppl who they dunhv2bother so much&do wat they like.
iim sick of all those.

ii really dunwan gt hurt again.
sum1pls tellmiie wat shld ii do?

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♥ Tuesday, November 18, 2008

well last nite went2 M.S2hv seoul garden w dd's family&we both sister...
things there were nice butt iiSWEAR iit was SCARY la.
hahas.bcos e oily keep burning miie la alright,iim so super scare of all tiis so ii call tt SCARY.

we had so much fun there eating&playing&&&our tummy nearly burst out cos2full le.
hehes.but still TKS 大姐(big sister) fer e yummy treat.

sim,call mie tell him if is worth gg there for lunch/dinner if future so ii told him it's pretty&food there were nice BUTT if wanna miie go der in future he'll hv2cook for miie.
*ii really dunwan gt burn again ok*
&&&of cos of cos he agree.hahas......

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alright,iim gg hv steamboat w my beloved PMC's staff 2night at newton.
so gtg prepare now&leave h soon.

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gosh,ii wan tt contact lens tt my darling jena having it now 16.50bucks fer a yr.
ii shld hv order on9 but yet ii couldn't do it.
god dame it.

now iim wearing my warm harzel so darling jena say if there's new stock she'll order&pay fer miie 1st.
hahas.
couldn't waiit fer e contact lens2come la.

TKS BABE JENA.
LET MIIE NOE IF E STOCK IS HERE K.
MUACKSSSSSssss.

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♥ Sunday, November 16, 2008

on sat night went over 4th aunt's h 2celebration sebastian's korkor bday.
seriously ii didnt enjoy much many things happen.

butt had a chat w sweetards jena tks babe.

drop tt didnt wanna repeat agaiin.
gtg back early s e next dae iis 7th sis wedding.
finally...........

wahahas...ii sund so bad huh?
hahas...

ok ii wasn't tt meant la butt ii need more carboard s my maid saying miie saying my carboard ar a mess nd call miie not2buy2much clothes 1st waiit tiilx 7th sis has move out nd der iit iis ytd.hahas.

alright,ii jus anyhow dump my clothes la iim so super lazy2even fold it nicely so ii need a gd bf/husband2do tt job fer miie.

ok who's willing????

hahas.jk.

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7th sis wedding which is ytd wokeup at645AM.

gosh,super early.OMG.......
every1 was busy preparing&&&doing their makeuo&make sure they ar all dress nicely fer it.

&&&ii swear every1 looks nice in their outfit OFCOS include miie la.
HAHAS..
*SMACK FOREHEAD*

when e tiime slowly pass pol start coming at noise start growing.
DUH........

arund10plus am e groom came wellwellwell 7th bro-in-law looks handsome.
wahahas....

had so much so much fun cos iimeet up w my sweetards la.
lovelove......

dinner went2hilltop which is jus near westmall area food der wasnt tt bad&my kind bro actually help us2peel prawn fer his gf,jena&last butt not all of cos his sis miie la.
so swt of him rite...

the 3J's

jena&&&ii trying eat e prawn tt my bro jus finish peeling.

see tt's my lovely bro.

things were gg well la so every1 enjoy it isn't it???

anyway congr2 7th sis&7th sis-in-laws ya.
may god oways b w ur.

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td wakeup early in e morning cos had a real bad tummy aces.
wen2loo fer nearly 5times la&my ASS AR HURTING CAN.......

argh..........
told sim abt it nd he actually wanna bringmiie2doc butt ii didnt wan2s iim feeling much beta by now.
he say may b deal2eating cake spolit cake tt's y.

anyway boy dunhv2worry la iim doing fine so far not2worry la&&&dun tok2miie in message like tt in future ah iif not ii'll SMACK EU.

ok gg out2nite w dd's family so will update again.

stay tunes guys.
w love.

o ya last but noy least happy 18th bday dd ger.

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♥ Friday, November 14, 2008

well met sim ttd at 1245pm to go bugis's senwens2hv lunch 1st.
cheeky cheey hiim la plan things&dun letmiie noe.

NOTI NOTI.....................

s per normal waitress actually bring us2a table,alright he had a plan w e waitress early morning.when iireach e table der were a flower places on a table&ii swear ii was touch by wat he did la though ii nv like flower but recieving his flower doesn't make miie dislike tt flower....

C,ok tt's not e end of e surpise ok.
o ya y bugis swensens iis bcos ii use2say ii LOVE their service der tt's y.

ok after finishing dinner he bluff miie say he wanted2go2loo after a few mins he actually came out w a cake well did ii say most of iit was done by him?

iim touch la soso swt ok those staff der were pretty gd they actually gv miie a icecrean.hahas.

after tt wen FEP2 buy my SKIRT.
weeeeeeeeee..............

iim LOVING it.

wen2VIVO2hv dinner&brought sumthings fer his car.
when2white dog's cafe well kind of fine dining isn't it?
o come on boy iit's still a fine dining.
he actually wanted bring miie2blue which will cost nearly 300bucks la.crazy.......

shld go white dog's cafe2try food der was pretty gd.

ii wante2go eat again la.
cant 4gt my 18th bday party la.

tks tks boy tt's so so so swt of eu.
tks again.

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♥ Thursday, November 13, 2008

1st:happy bday2miie,
happy bday2miie,
happy bday2miie...

wahahas.dots.alright,iim 18 man yes.
mommy,look iim a BIG GER alread not2worry ya ii'll tkc of myself so do eu k?
PROMISE.......

alrigh,was so glad2c those message&comments eu ppl send2miie well at least ii noe eu ppl still rmb miie huh.
hahas.tks tks though in frenster ii really had no idea who those ppl was but still tks fer making my dae.

sim,has plan so many so many event fer miie ltr on kind of wondering wat's tt but ge refuse2say so bad la.
hahas......

ii gt2go prepare soon s he'll b coming fetch miie.
here ii go blog again.

ONCE AGAIN TKS EU BABES&&&&HUNKS.

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♥ Wednesday, November 12, 2008

o come on which kind soul will buy miie tt skirt ii try in FEP?come on iireally LOVE tt skirt la.

NVM,most likely gg FEP tml so ii'll go buy it myself.
19.90bucks fer a skirt dies it conside cheap?gosh,butt ii really LOVE tt skirt la.bcos of e skirt sim&i had a quarrel tis morning bcos he dun allow miie2buy o come on ii've been gving in alot abt how ii dress so iim NOT gg listen2eu tis time.

few daes back till tis moment tis2pid sim hv been spe sceret la cos he's preparing fer my bday which s tml o come on COUNT DOWN.

sigh,iim so tired now didnt feel well td plus didnt hv e mood2eat la.
plus td iim e onli 1who settle e whole back station fer nearly2hrs gosh.....
KILL MIIE LA.

gg out tml cos it's my OFF plus BDAY.

alright,iim really supertired now plus not feeling v well.
blog again tml.

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♥ Monday, November 10, 2008

ok ayden refuse2 take pic wif miie.

it's my PH off td.hahas.
gt2go out ltr2 make my hair for 7th sis wedding.

ytd went2marriott2hv high tea wif sim,ZXB,ger,mommy,fivth&last but not all MIIE.
it shld b a early celebration fer my babes&miie but then decided not2so jus decided2go der2eat.

hello MY BABES was it a plan w sim huh eu ppl?
evil.............

alright,dey actually plan things btw demselves&NOT tell miie huh?
hahas.

ii shld start my story incase eu ppl when BLUR.
tis chef of marriott actually accidently drop e whole bowl of currynoodles on my skirt la(&i actually didnt gt angry w him fer his careless&everybody dem actually gt s shock tt ii didnt scream/scold tt chef&my beloved babes ger actually touch my forehead2c if im ok bcos dey say tis isnt miie.rite ger?hahas.in fact ii realix dunno y iididnt scold or gt angry.hahas.dots.&tks to babes fivth anyhow tell him say wat ii ahlian.OMG la eu ppl.)

FYI:IIM 100% A GD GD GER OK.
hahas.

after coming back from loo in aother5mins dey actually brought a cake out from no wher la iiswear ii was touch by wat eu guys did especially sim.boy,tks fer all e hard work eu did jus2make miie happy fer e whole day ytd yet lastnite i show eu my FUCKING behaven yet eu still can 4gv miie.sorry.
tks fer planning everything ytd from morning till late nite.tks.

counting down2my bday2more days2go.

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saw daddy tan ytd when waitting fer bus&he told miie a few things abt e past again.saying abt miie&ricky.

saying after those breakup eu drank alotfer e past few nights.
ii dun understan if eu were e1who intend iit&both of us agree then y ar eu still doing tt?if by then eu wanna a patch again it wasnt a big prob at al eu understan?

daddy say e was v dissapoint abt our brokeup yet wat culd ii do?wat past was past isnt it?
infact ii realiix own eu a apox fer wat happen.truthly sorry fer it.

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hunks&babes tks fer those advance bday wish.
w lots of love from miie2eu ppl.tks.

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y does1onli regret wat dey did after saying out?
like eu.

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♥ Friday, November 7, 2008

didnt felt well ytd so went2c doc at around 9plus when working no longer able2hold e pain anymore.

once step out of PMC my leg turn iin2 jelly well had no iidea y.went2e doc tt doc lily onli gv miie med nd ask miie go eat then come back at 12 to c how things go.

FUCK cant she jus gv miie a MC how e hell can ii work like tt???alright,went back ben call miie go eat some bread then take med then do those easy job1st.after had my med&stuff ii swear ii couldnt even work all ii need was REST.

wanman,ask miie drink hot choco s iit will make miie feel beta so she exacly make it fer miie serously super thick la.gosh,alright iinoe she care butt well tt does work cos after awhile ii exactly vomit everything out.

alright,not v health.hahas.dots.

quickly went back to tt doc lily&&&thiings jus realiix didntwent well she say she shld inject miie so iiwas like"HUH?cant eu jus gv miie med instead of inject"she say"Cant iif not waiit eu vomit everything out agaiin so no pnt.alright,no choice la wat else culd ii still say huh seen wat she say was true.

anyway lucky sim was der lucky iiask him drove car s iim feeling dumb weak after tt.
god bless miie la.

who really care,who really bother????????

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♥ Wednesday, November 5, 2008

we were both young when I first saw you
I closed my eyes and the flashback starts
I'm standing there
On a balcony in summer air

See the lights, see the party, the ball gowns
I see you make your way through the crowd
And say hello
Little did I know

That you were Romeo, you were throwing pebbles
And my daddy said, "stay away from Juliet"
And I was crying on the staircase
Begging you, please don't go
And I said

Romeo, take me somewhere we can be alone
I'll be waiting, all there's left to do is run
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess
It's a love story
Baby, just say yes

So, I sneak out to the garden to see you
We keep quiet cause we're dead if they knew
So close your eyes
Escape this town for a little while

Oh oh
Cause you were Romeo, I was the scarlet letter
And my daddy said, "stay away from Juliet"
But you were my everything to me
I was begging you, please don't go
And I said

Romeo, take me somewhere we can be alone
I'll be waiting, all there's left to do is run
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess
It's a love story
Baby, just say yes

Romeo, save me
They try to tell me how I feel
This love is difficult, but it's real
Don't be afraid, we'll make it out of this mess
It's a love story
Baby, just say yes

Oh oh

I got tired of waiting
Wondering if you were ever coming around
My faith in you is fading
When I met you on the outskirts of town
And I said

Romeo, save me
I've been feeling so alone
I keep waiting for you, but you never come
Is this in my head
I don't know what to think
He knelt to the ground and pulled out a ring
And said

Marry me, Juliet, you'll never have to be alone
I love you and that's all I really know
I talked to your dad
Go pick out a white dress
It's a love story
Baby, just say yes

Oh oh oh
Oh oh oh oh

'Cause we were both young when I first saw you

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i guess frenship has make miie sick or shld ii say numb?

had lunch w fivth ytd after our work at han's nd we both had a reallong talk well ii guess ii had jus say how ii felt inside of miie&&&every1 noe frenship means e world2miie.

ii swear after saying out ii felt totally comfortable liikx ii had remove a BIG rock away from my heart tt keep miie trouble butt again was ii jus running away or ????????

jus wat iis so bothering miie?
FRIENDSHIP??

was ii acting tt frenship does exist or was ii jus acting?

next mon meeting at marrior hotel fer lunch who's gg?
gt back2miie soon.

iim not forcing others2go iit ok iif eu guys couldnt make iit butt pls at least let miie noe.
anyway iim most likely doiinx split not off.

tks guys.

sorry iif e way ii say has make ur uncomfortable or something here by aplox.

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♥ Saturday, November 1, 2008

rmb how we celebration fer eu every yr,rmb wat eu oways cook,rmb wat we like&do eu even rmb wher we like2go???

ANS MIIE.

T.T(crying)

ii'll NV NV NV 4GT those memorial tt we once share how we celebration ur bday.
ii oways rmb how shy ii am when ii pass eu ur bday present nd will oways call joanna(my baby sister)2pass2eu.

do eu rmb all tis?

iif eu didnt leave us perharps we'll,WE'LL b celebrationing ur bday now.

5yrs ago,5yrs seen eu leave did ii realiix overcome those paiin in miie?
hv ii realiix 4gt abt how eu leave?

ii shldn't hv let eu go but ii couldn't do anything.

teach miie how ii shld react is tt possible???

mommy,eu noe how much ii LOVE eu how much ii MIIS eu.
last but not least Happy bday mommy.

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♥

work morning td so gt back h pretty early.hahas.
wen2had lunch at HAN'S td at marina square w sim food der were preety cheap then ii expect so well worth eating la at least we dun spend much.

took PH tml so can rest at h plus can meet up w my sweetard ya.

looking forward fer tml.love.

iim sitting here trying convince myself that you're not the one for me but the more i think,the less i believe it and the more i want you here with me.

iits jus a story line do eu believe??????!

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