}- ❤ME AND YOU.

♥ Thursday, February 26, 2009

ytd evening went out w my sweetards renee&dd to MS for dinner&chitchat.

went to changing appetite for dinner food there were GD&we all were SUPER FULL la.
HSHASSSSSSSsssssssSssss...........

out of the blue a waitress came forward to ask miie for no saying a guy wan it.
i was like HUH?????????????

so renee start disturbing miie saying jus now e guy only came forward pass miie e menu only nv bother abt her.
hahas.dots......

i seriously nv notice at all as im tooooooooo hungry nd all iicare was looking at food la.
HAHAS.............

WATEVA IT IS.
in e end ii still didnt gv my no away=)

after our chitchat we head towards city.hall MRT ststion to meetup w sweetard jena=)
it has been sometime seen we last chat&lsught like crazy .

I LOVE MY SWEETARDS GERS=)
MUACKSsssssssssssssS...............

td went to plaza to hlp mama do things then call han come down accompanymiie.
hahas........
end up having lunch le then go h.

anyway tml,sat&sun working again.

PLUS IM FUCKING BROKE NOW.
FUCK.........

baby,wasnt feeling gd ytd as he's having badmood due to work.
SILLY BABY,no matter what it is i'll oways be there for you .

silly boy,eu noe eu'll oways hv miie arund eu.
as a gf,a listen ear or a shoulder to lie on if eu need to.
oways RMB watevs it is i'll b here for you de k.

I LOVE YOU BABY BOY.
YOU NOE YOU'LL OWAYS HV MIIE BY URSIDE.

STAY STRONG OK=)
BABY,IF EU'RE REALLY NOT HAPPY WORKING THERE I DUN MIND IF EU STOP WORKING THERE ND LOOKING FOR OTHERS K=)

I LOVE YOU TOOOOOOOO HELL.
STAY STRONG BEE.

Labels: Baby, eu noe eu've miie arund.

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♥ Tuesday, February 24, 2009

okok,sorry guys didnt update my blog as im really busy past few days.
working on last fri,sat&sun is killing miie la.
sat&sun 11-11pm.
lucky sat split shift so went to PS w baby&ger.
sunday the worst work non-stop onli an hr break.

wateva,ii put my fucking problem phone to service for a few hrs as it giving miie problem.

birthday ger+miie.

ytd,went to downtown2celebration lulu's 19th bday.
ok,ii only could upload 1pic dunno y anyway will try to uplosd more if possible..

meetup w defa,jason,jeff,juncai&han in lrt at 12plus then head towards downtown.
reach there we were busy preparing those gift.
han,was busy drawing words on the guys body like happy bday.
and this 2pid han wanna miie write on his body do wateva la.
hahas.had so much fun la.

after a few hrs fang&lili came.
defa,ask jeff2draw2heart sharp on his butt.
hahas......dots...

really had lots of fun la plus it been yrs seen iilast accompany them.
it seem like im playing MIA w dem.
hahas.

lulu,has no idea tt jeff,jason,fang,lili&miie will bcoming for e party.
hahas,so b4she come e 5of us went2hide.
nd we hv games fer her.

okok,think ii shld jus skip it.

ok,had BBQ &I was being attack by jeff&jason which ii dunno y.
and my right hand were full of butter tks2dem.
then add w cake by lulu.

god,that SUX la.....
EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE..........
cannot stand.

han,was being badly attack by every1.
w cake,water,butter&ii dunno watelse.
hahas.

well ii attack him w water.
hmmmm kind of hlping him wash his body either.
hahas.......

SO KIND OF YOU JERILIN=)

10plus we wentup2e room after a few mins ah yi came.
baby,came&fetch miie at 11plus nearly 12.

so after e crazy fun&pic we took.
off ii leave&go h as im not staying.

really looking forward fer e next meetup w my dearest sec love.

AH HAN,WHEN IS E NEXT MEETUP??????????

Labels: well bee eu beta noe wat2do.

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♥ Friday, February 20, 2009

went out w baby,ger,kl&her mei.

baby,came fetching miie@12 then went to PS to have our lunch 1st then metup w ger at PS.
something bad really happen when iireach PS my clothes e button SUDDENLY DROP LIKE WAT E HELL LA.
anyway so baby was like faste go buy another blouse.
brought a pink blouse that I SUPER LOVE LA.

TKS BABY=)

anyway metup w ger@145pm.
then went4interview w ger.

after our 1st interview kl call us.
so anyway we met up tgt.
after our 2nd "interview" went to FAREAST2walk.
walk fer few hrs went fer a bite as everybody gt tired.

at 730 we head diff way.
ger,tag along w us.
went to SINGAPORE FLYERS TGT.
something baby looking ferward too isnt it baby????
HAHAHAHAHAS.......

took alot of funny+2pid pic w ger&baby.
but 2bad i couldnt upload any pic.
IDIOT~~~~~~~~~~
BUT ISWEAR I REALLY ENJOY E OUTING W EU GUYS TD TKS.

after flyers send ger h 1st then baby drop miie off.
baby,tks fer e wonderfuly day baby.

gt2go work td from 6-11pm.
sat&sun 11-11pm.split shift.
hahas.......

I NEED MONEY LA.

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♥ Wednesday, February 18, 2009

i was looking upon e sky for nearly an hr just now&came2realise many ques came by.

& oso was chatting w baby on e phone.
i was telling about the stars in the sky.
e bright want&some we culdn't even see if they exist.

many things happen lately& by sitting alone,staring at the stars make my eyes wet.
baby,knew wat has got into miie&at all times he was trying cheer miie up but nothing work.

bee,sorry for what had happen &i really thanks you for being there for miie through ups&down.
baby also the the brightest star that you only could see is the1dearest2you.
shinning in the sky means she has something2tell you.

mommy,was that you?
did he get it real?
do you have many things2say?

I MISS YOU CAN YOU FEEL IT?
THERE SO MUCH SO MUCH THINGS THAT I WANNA SAY BUT DIDNT NOE WHERE2START.
can eu feel that I NEED YOU?

y do 1only start to miss ur presence when you were no longer around?
THERE SO MUCH WORDS THAT LEAVE UNSPOKEN.
DID YOU HEAR MIIE CALLING OUT FOR YOU???

i guess i really need a break cos this is really going be insane.

Labels: when will adult makeup their mind.

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♥ Tuesday, February 17, 2009

I DUNNO WHAT DOES THEY WANT JUST TELL MIIE WHAT2DO CAN.

Labels: i hate it.y mus all this bother miie.

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♥ Monday, February 16, 2009

16/2/09.

stay h&rest.
most likely working this coming fri,sat&sun e same PMC.

HAPPY 2ND ANNI BABY MAY THIS LAST A LIFE TIME.
LOVEYA BEE.

my BITCHS,FIVTH,MOMMY,GER,CASPER,KL&XH.
WANNA GO WWW TGT PLS GET BACK2MIIE SOON.

SIM,WILL DROVE US DER(HIS IDEA)
LOVE,JERILIN=)

15/2/09.

where to work at PMC ytd as its a lastmin thingy.
anyway bcos of MONEY iitook up e job la as im gg BROKE.

oya,did ii mention early on tt ii got my TAKA pay few days back.
working 2weeks ii got a total of 500plus bucks.
GD RITE.
hahas...

back to topic,work 11am-11pm.
god,12hrs with only an hr break tis is insane butt ii still take the job.
6bucks/hr.

afternoon hightea iiwas working ALONE.
nearly 80paxs&im ALONE this crazy la.

dinner,more relax la at least gt people help miie abit but turnover ii did it alone pretty fast la.
but by then my leg&hands HURTING BADLY.

real badly that i couldnt walk properly when bee drove miie h.

but working with beloved baby bee is a BLESS wan.
LOVEYA BEE.

14/2/09.

V day.
went to Maria sq to have lunch with baby&his both friends.
wasnt that bad with them around.
but many things happen btw baby&ii and ii really HATE wat had happen that very day.
quarrel during v's day.
COULD YOU PEOPLE BELIEV?

NOT THOSE NORMAL QUARREL WE ALWAYS HAD IS A REAL 2PID QUARREL.

ii came to wonder y is all this a MUST?
a MUST to quarrel during v's day?
GOD,INSANE.........

wateva it is we finally patch things up b4 dinner time.
went to bugis2had dinner.

LONG Q.........
hate it....

PLS WILL WE STOP QUARRELING WHEN THE NEXT VAL'S DAY COME CAN WE SPEND IT LIKE ANY OTHER COUPLE??

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♥ Saturday, February 14, 2009

seriously,i FELT so relieve after telling mams about the interview thingy ytd.
i felt i did the right thing by doing it yet NOW in the other hand i DONNO if ii did the right things.

CONFUSE..............

what should i do????
i hate it when it became a COLD BLANKET.

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♥ Wednesday, February 11, 2009

IS THIS WHAT I WANT AFTER ALL THIS MONTHS OR WAS I JUST TRYING ACT LIKE NOTHING HAS HAPPEN B4?

SHOULD I OR SHOULDN'T I GO FOR THE INTERVIEW NEXTWEEK?
BUT IS SOMETHING I YEARN FOR,FOR SO LONG.
WHAT SHOULD I DO IM CONFUSE SO SCARE IF THE INTERVIEW IS A FAKE WANT.

tell miie what should i do.

Labels: tell miie if e interview is real.

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♥ Sunday, February 8, 2009

8/2/09.

wakeup@11plus nearly 12.
super tired&now my hands hurting due2carry tray&stuff ytd.
working was real fun&iireally wanna work¬ stay h.

y others just dun seen2understan.
nag&NAG.
god,leave miie alone.
eu nv understan didnt eu??????????
okok,i guess i shouldn't say eu ppl dun understan right if not eu ppl will start saying things.

okok,it's my fault.
wateva.
FUCK..............

its obvious tt eu ppl are unfair.
ISN'T IT?
dun tell miie eu dunno.
PLEASE..........

&&&&NOE WHAT THAT HURTS LIKE SHIT.
Y is god just so unfair?
sometime i came2wonder y do my mommy bring miie2tis world?
i really dun understan.

y bring miie2 a world where hurts are arund?

sigh.
I HATE MYSELF.
FUCK........................

i recall talking2olivia(my niece)a week ago.
saying what life could gt miie into.
how i should face up2life.
how others treating miie.

i came2realise no1 is ever FAIR.
i faceup2life cos i hate wats happen NOW.
hahas..........
arent i 2pid to even fight fer my own RITE?
who am i2even fight fer it?

hahas.........
so2pid of miie.

SHOULD I EVEN CRY OR LAUGHT OVER TIS MATTER?
its a laughing stock.

HATE MYSELF.
HATE EVERYTHING.
y is everthing so UNFAIR????

will ADULT STOP LYING OVER WHAT THEY SAY??

7/2/09.

went to work at AP with fivth as parttime for a wedding dinner.
180pax.
ok la preety slack&it was fun not tired at all.
the bride is a malay&groom is a jap.
the bride can speak 4laug la.
chinese,malay,english&jap.
wher e husband only can speak jap&english.

end@12 plus went to bugis2hv dinner as ii was hungry then send fivth's h then baby send miie h.

nth much....

6/2/09.

grad day in dover ITE.
after tt went2clementi2have pizza with fivth,ger,mommy,kl,ah beng&casper.
after lunch went walking arund then head h.

Labels: do u guys even UNDERSTAN?

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♥ Thursday, February 5, 2009

I HATE MY PHONE LA WANNA CHANGE PHONE.
ARGH........

2pid phone.

went out with baby ytd.
went to taka wanna look fer lao ma de but she went h le.
SIAN......................
then went to WISMA wanna buy boxers for myself but couldnt find any.
SIAN............

but still brought real lots stuff ytd&cost miie a bomb.
hahas.

after wisma head to far east again.
baby say that "y do we always go to fareast de alot of things2buy ma???"
hahas.
seriously iihad no idea y either i just dont get bored of there that's all.
went there shopping&had our dinner there either.
i LOVE their tofu there.
SUPER NICE.
then when i told baby'just by giving miie egg,tofu&rice for ever i oso dun mind la.'
then he start laughing away.V FUNNY MA??????

WATEVA.

i did a anti-tragus piercing ytd at fareast.
so happy la.
in fact baby didnt allow miie but still he had no choice but to allow.
well i dunno is it call anti-tragus not but this what e lady say.
wateva this wat e lady say dun bother la.
sorry wor xiangxiang ytd didnt reply ur message.
meetup fer lunch soon ya.
TKC in camp=)

SORRY GUYS COULDNT UPLOAD PIC DUE TO SOME PRO.
BEAR W IT PLS.

im sick of lying.
wheneva ppl ask miie abt my parents thingy i'll jus lie&lie saying that they were working.
was it something to be shame abt that i had no parents?

at least im still living w my familymembers i guess thats all it matter isnt it???

IN LIFE NOTHING IS FAIR.

Labels: GOD, HAS NEVER BEEN FAIR.

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♥ Tuesday, February 3, 2009

GOD.
any job 2 intro MIIE??
ii want work.

ARGH................

cant wait fer sat to work at AP with fivth.
fri gt2 go to Dover for school thingy.
god,need wakeup so early.

HATE IT.

any job2intro let miie noe pls.

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