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♥ Saturday, August 30, 2008

hi,sorry peeps tis few days hv been real busy.fall sick nd bleahxbleahxbleahx......

alright,here2tell eu ii'll only update my blog like a few days ltr.sorry peeps.

love ya.
Tkc babes nd hunks.

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♥ Saturday, August 23, 2008

gosh,iim so tired,reach h at 310am lastnite due 2having not enough manpower gosh,ii HATE PMC cant they jus hire more manpower so ii dunhv2work like a idiot?

ytd dinner were superbusy wif 239pax plus walk-in-guest nd onli 6STAFF nd1manager alright nd ii mean 6STAFF nd1manager omg how could we even handle?Well tt make us even more busy.

HATE iit.

alright,ii slept from 3.45 all e way till 145pm.iim like a log isn't iit?hahas.butt come on iim superbusy alright.

many things happen recently nd so many things ii haven solve iit,iim running away from reality is wat iim doing most of e day.

iim so SICK nd TIRED of stuff.

sigh,o did ii mention something abt ytd?
Alright,ii didn't OK DUN BLAME MIIE FER SCOLDING DEM YA II NOE THEY CARE BUTT Y MUS THEY GO ALL E WAY2MY WORKING AREA?

FUCK~~IIM OLD ENOUGH STOP TREATING MIIE LIKE A KIDS II NOE WAT IIM DOING EU PPL HV NV GV MIIE FACE WHEN EU PPL EXACTLY JUS STEP IN2MY REST LIKE TT.

FUCK~~II HATE EU PPL.STOP ALL UR FUCKING NONSENSE CAN~

EU PPL WANNA LET EVERYBODY NOE ABT MY BACKGROUND IIS IIT?
O COME ON IIT NOTHING NICE2SAY ABT OK SO GT TT 2 E POINT.

ii HATE how much eu ppl ar doing things.
All eu ppl think is fer urself butt eu guys has nv feel how will ii thiink wher shld ii hide my face nd stuff in future?

thiink of miie will eu?

FUCK~~~~~~~~~

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♥ Wednesday, August 20, 2008

wat kind of guys do we exactly hv in tis world?

1kind?
2kinds?
3.....
4......
5........
6kinds?

well jus how many?

fer miie ii thiink guys only hv 4kinds.
E 1st kind of guys in tis world iis those who hv no looks butt oways swttalk nd hv many gers out der.

2nd type iis those who hv look butt only stick2 1ger in hiis life.

3th type iis those who hv no looks butt oso only stick2 1ger in hiis life.

e 4th type iis those who hv no looks nd oways swttalk butt not v gd at tt.

alright,ii had learn2dislike rodney more nd more when days come.
Nd ii swear he had make miie dislike hiim even more.

he once told miie tt he dun mind being wif miie when iim still wif ricky like wat e hell isn't iit?

do eu even believ some1 will say something like tt?

like NO RITE~

FUCK~

seen ytd thiings change nd ii swear iit had change v badly.

he had name miie a bitch or a slut.
Jus BCOS II DIDN'T ACCEPT HIIM S my guy if ii really need accept hiim like tt then ii'll really b v busy or perhaps a real bitch tt accept anybody out there.

wat e hell how can things b like tt?
He's 32yrs old YET ACT SO CHILDISH~
omg,how can eu believ a 18yrs old ger saying2a 32yrs old man tt he's childish.

believ tt?
Omg,once again FUCK~~

ii wasn't angry butt ii think wat he say has insult miie alot.
Iit's wasn't my fault or perhaps my prob iisn't iit?

how can thiings b so unfair?
How can thiings b like tt?

guys ar jus guys they ar jus so ASSHOLE.

sorry guys ii dunmean2say tt but if eu thiink eu're 1of those guys tt ii mention abt how rodney treatmiie then eu're really an ASSHOLE.

so if eu're then pls FUCK OFF tks.

most of e guys ar jus like tt they only think of demselves nd hurt others by wat they say.

FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK~

thiink of others oso.
Tks alot.

Labels: RESPECT MIIE ND II'LL RESPECT EU.

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♥ Sunday, August 17, 2008

We were as one babe
For a moment in time
And it seemed everlasting
That you would always be mine

Now you want to be free
So I'm letting you fly
Cause I know in my heart babe
Our love will never die
No!

You'll always be a part of me
I'm a part of you indefinitely
Girl don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're never gonna shake me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby

I ain't gonna cry no
And I won't beg you to stay
If you're determined to leave girl
I will not stand in your way
But inevitably you'll be back again
Cause ya know in your heart babe
Our love will never end no

You'll always be a part of me
I'm part of you indefinitely
Girl don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're never gonna shake me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby

I know that you'll be back girl
When your days and your nights get a little bit colder oooohhh
I know that, you'll be right back, babe
Ooooh! baby believe me it's only a matter of time

You'll always be a part of me
I'm part of you indefinitely
Girl don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're never gonna shake me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my my baby....

You'll always be a part of me (you will always be)
I'm part of you indefinitely
Girl don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on (we will linger on....)
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're never gonna shake me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby

Always be my baby

Labels: will eu oways b der?

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ii HATE work td ii SWEAR ii HATE it especially wif manager aru.

sorry peeps make eu ppl worry abt miie td especially ger(yanting).tks fer being der fer miie though e time were short butt still tks.

love ya.

XZB,meet up soonsoon tml alright.
omg cant wait fer tml2meet my XZB.

Labels: iim falling deeped nd deeped.

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♥ Wednesday, August 13, 2008

sometime e darkness around miie grips miie nd beings2blanket e world around miie.e battles in my mind become2intense,insanity seems like e cure4e anguish in my soul,e past hunts miie down mercilessly.my defents nd mistakes as projected like an moni-theatre,ii cannot go on,wat's e point?

there is no benefit4miie here,e past was beta,ii cant take it anymore.e raging war of gd nd evil gg on inside of miie is ripping miie apart,my heart is dry,my insecurities eat at miie.shame mocks at miie-iim jus strolling along.iim sad,disappointed nd no longer strong,lost all e hope,jus see e fear.ii've nowhere2go,ii cannot c e light,ii am tempted2turn nd return2e past,e easy way out..........

ii let myself drown.ii gv in,e enemy grains at miie,welcoming miie in2e claws of HELL............

Labels: Iif ii culd tear myself apart.

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C e beautiful sunset.

miie nd chris(parttimer)

miie,cess nd angli(>fulltime<)

in outlet chalet well alright la butt abiit bored.hahas.
Alright,stop here.tkc peeps.

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btw sorry tt fer e past few days eu ppl cant gt though miie s ii wan some time alone 4gv miie fer not picking ur call or returning ur call,or even replying eu ppl sms.sorry.

do tkc.

Labels: Sorry guys4gv miie.

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alright,tis roses was by rodney butt sad2say ii had dump tis in2e din cos ii put iit in my locker fer1whole day nd iit had turn smelly.sorry cant blame miie s ii dun really like roses.

Labels: Sorry rodney.

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Iim feeling super uncomfortable during work td s iim falling sick.

coughing nd headace nd those butterfly in my stomach had make miie feel like vomiting.

gosh,ii really hate those feeling.
Lucky iim having myoff tml so tt ii can rest at h.

td were dame busy butt still josh(teamleader fer breakfast)allow miie2rest fer ONLY 10mins when ii request2rest fer an hr s my headace iis really killing miie.ii took med butt iit only go away fer awhile then iit came back.

sim,came2pass miie med fer e 2nd rund where rodney came2pass2miie e1st time.tks eu guys fer e concern.

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Rodney's gf's exactly call miie a bitch s she though ii was e 3th party in btw them but fate iis ii wasn't.

he name my name s others s he like miie,his gf saw iit lastnite nd they both had a quarrel over miie.

guess iim like wat she say iim really a bitch or a slut tt destroy everything.

dun judge a person by hiis/her look no matter how innocent they exactly looks like cos there will oways b something bad abt them tt eu nv noe.

ii HATE iit when ii saw *** in kitchen or anywher else arund PMC.

memorial flash back nd iit's hurts ii dun wanna mention anything abt ytd butt ii culdn't avoid away.rodney nd sim kept asking wat happen2miie ytd butt ii didnt noe how ii shld exactly ans them back ii didn't wanna thiink butt iit's beyond my control iim so tired of wat's gg happen next when ii c *** ii didn't wanna talk didn't wan do anything butt ii culdn't ii HATE YTD.

tt fucking bitch jerilin neo.
Wake up stop thiinkiinx will eu?
Putt a stop abt ytd evening will eu?

ii ques myself e whole day td butt ii realise ii culdn't ytd memorial had leave a great impact in miie something tt ii dun wanna rmb butt culdn't stop myself from thiinkiinx abt iit.

ii needed a shoulder2lie on2keep miie strong.
Butt..............

Had a chat wif sim lastnite nd iiswear iicry on e phone cos of wat happen ytd.
Those were e painful thoughts ii nv wanna hv again butt iit's way2late.ii culdn't turn back e time ii culdn't stop all those from not happening.

IIT'S WAY2LATE~~~~~~

JERILIN NEO,II HATE EU FER DOING ALL TIS2URSELF.
Eu noe how eu sux2e core didn't eu?

asking urself those ques did any of eu ppl wear a mask infront of anybody jus anybody?

well ii gues everybody did tt didn't eu?

ii FUCKING HATE MYSELF.
Cos ii noe ii did tt2.
Ii culdn't stop thiinkiinx iim gg mad real mad.

crying nolonger works those tears in my eyes has gone dry.
My heart hurting nd bleeding butt ii culdn't do anything2iit.

wat e FUCK JERILIN NEO.
ii HATE EU2E CORE.
Gt miie ii HATE eu JERILIN NEO.

eu're e1who destroy every single thiings in urlife.

GT OUT OF UR LIFE WILL EU.

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2XZB:sorry tt ii didn't return ur call td.ii dunno wat will eu b asking miie butt yet iim afraid of wat eu'll b asking miie.ii didn't noe how ii shld tell eu.gv miie sometime alright.sorry darling butt eu noe ii oways needed eu nd ii oways LOVE eu.

baby:baby,sorry fer keeping so much things from eu.ii didn't noe how ii shld start ii didn't noe how ii shld let iit begin.iit's been sometime seen we lastmet nd ii really wanna meet eu butt yet ii dunno how ii shld face eu.sorry honeybaby gv miie time alone.promise eu if iim ready ii'll meet eu someday.sorry baby.

tkc peeps.

Labels: Ii needed a shoulder2lie on nd a hug2make miie feel pain go away.

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♥ Tuesday, August 12, 2008

How should ii even start e story?

iim looking fer a shoulder2lie on NOW nd a v SAVE hug.

jus wat do eu jerilin neo really want?
If eu've follow ur way instead of others eu wont b feeliinx so fucking bad now.

isn't iit?

Jerilin Neo,EU FUCK2E CORE DO EU REALISE TT URSELF?
EU SUX,EU'RE WORST THEN ANYTHING ELSE NOW.EU'RE TT FUCKING BITCH,TT BITCH TT NV NOE HER LIMIT2EVERYTHING.

eu fuck2e v CORE do eu REALISE JUS HOW MUCH EU HATE URSELF?

ii guess crying no longer works.
Butt still iim doing iit.

Nd all tks2everybody out der tt let miie break now again?

iim scare of wat ii'll b doing next,iim scare of thiinkiinx wat's gg happen next.

iim scare of so much so much thiings tt started or even gg start.
Ii guess ii dunneed all tis butt not NOW.

iim asking fer a shoulder2lie on nd2cry on.

jus how much thiings am ii facing alone now?
ii guess ii myself cant even count iit.
C how 2piid bitch am ii.

JERILIN NEO,EU'RE 1 OF E FUCKING KIND II HATE E MOST.

fuck q jerilin.
Noe wat eu're doing will eu?

IIM REALLY BREAKING DOWN NOW IIM SO TIRED OF WAT'S GG HAPPEN NEXT.

Labels: iis a BIGGEST BITCH., Jerilin neo

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♥ Friday, August 8, 2008

sorry peeps iim really2 busy nd tired tis few days so pls excuse miie fer taking so long2blog abt my daily life.

promise.will blog again if iim free so stay TUNE.

ii had so much2say yet ii only had so lil time.

Labels: Stay tune ii'll b back.

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♥ Tuesday, August 5, 2008

hahas.my lastnite supper by chef andy.

seriously,e beeftenderloin were realnice alright.hahas.nd iim e onli1who gt tis special treatment.

oopsi=X

alright,ii gues my chef were all real mad la they keep saying*hey,iim jealous la dun talk2other guys nd bleah bleah bleah*hahas.seriously,ii had so much fun wif them they joke they play nd so much so much.

reach h at 1plus omost2lastnite.hahas.

so tired,gt2go2my outlet chalet ltr.
Meet rodney at je1st then go2cityhall2
meet cindy darling nd mayb bea darling.hahas.

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cousin's outing at breeds cafe.

alright,ii really need2go prepare now b4 iim REAL LATE.
Hahas.

tune up.

Labels: Will update more soon.

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♥ Sunday, August 3, 2008

Sun,alright nth2say jus tt iim really supertired.wanna go rest le.tkc peeps.

LOVES.......

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Sat,there were4new parttime china ppl coming2work at nite.3gers nd1guy.

tis china ger who only came2work e1st day was under miie so ii was like trying2gv her e easy job nd noe wat she exactly show miie her F***ING black face.

Omg la,wat had ii do2deserve her 2piid blackface?

alright,iif eu ppl were wondering whether did we quarrel anot well e ans iis YES ii quarrel wif her cos of her 2piid attitude tt she show miie.

IDIOT.........

she left nd leave e station super messes la nd ii gt2clear everything.asshole.
Was so mad tt ii exactly broke a galss nd e 2piid miie exactly use hand2pick up my fone nd OFCOS II CUT MY FINGER LA.hahas.nd my teamleader were like super worry la like *c la say ii clear eu dun wan listen now cut ur own finger faste go apply med go go go.*

hahas.dunno y think they crazy butt oso gd wat gt teamleader who exactly bother abt miie.hahas.

tks peep eu ppl're e best.

last nite was busy working so end at12plus so need2take bus transport back h.hahas.

alright,tt was e1st tiime ii took a transport back h was pretty scare la.board e bus at12.45am nd end up2am then reach h plus ii was e last2alight.

tml working at9 gt2wake up at7.15.tired la.hahas.

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Fri,after work wentout wif darling jena nd reene.hahas.iit's been sometime seen we last metup isn't iit?

those outing were real fun isn't iit?
We had alot of chat.hahas.really MISS those daes tt we spend time tgt.sorry babes been really busy working tt's y sometime didn't hv time fer eu ppl.

SORRY BABES.

love eu guys tons.muacks.

Labels: Ii've so much things2say but wher shld ii start?

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♥ Friday, August 1, 2008

sorry babes nd hunks,ii've 1bad news4eu ppl.

nd tt news iis abt ytd outing ii'll update real soon but only if iim free so sorry my time hv been tightdown by my working hours.

so sorry abt iit.

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thurs outing ii exactly metup wif xiaohui,yanting,fivth nd xiangjun at skl1st 2hand in some paper things but............

ii dun wanna mention E UNHAPPY PART BUT PLS PPL DUN REPEAT TT AGAIN.

tks.

after everything were done we head2bugis sakae2meetup wif my beloved XZB fer a bufferlunch.hahas.

nd seriously we did enjoy ourselves der isn't iit?
We laugh like e whole place were ours isn't iit?
It's fill wif all our laughter our jokes nd abt our working stuff.

ommmmmmg,it's seen2b donkey yrs seen tis exactly happen rite?
Nd ii SWEAR iim gg MISS eu guys alotalot.

ii really hope tt time will jus stay there nd enjoy ourselves.

alright,after ourlunch wehead2cine2hv our MOVIE(money not enough).

iim gg tell eu ppl something 2pid abt us alright,tt were exactly a sakae der2 butt we totally4gt abt iit.hahas.

we watch e6.05pm show nd guess wat WE'RE LATE FER E SHOW.*RUN*

Arrive at cine we faste head2e 9thfloor there wasn't any1 2tear our ticket so we could enter we turn around2look fer staff but there wasn't any der look behind us afew staff exactly jus call us2enter.

well,ii should say we're lucky cos there were6of us BUT my beloved XZB onli brought5tickets isn't tt so smart of her?hahas.e5of us include her only gt2noe when e show started haf way when some1wok in nd say they had3person nd e last3seat were theirs.

lucky miie nd XZB were siting couplesit so xiaohui just came nd sit wif us,as we dun wanna let any1noe tt we exactly brought5TICKETS.

hahas.wat a joke of e day.

ok,e MOVIE WERE TOTALLY WORTH WATCHING OK FASTE GO WATCH FASTE FASTE GO DUN WAIT ANYMORE.*RUN*

after e show enter xiangjun(mommy)kailin(XZB) nd miie head h s my XZB nd miie were working morniinx shift tml nd mommy went2meet her siis2buy some stuff.

seriously,we really did enjoy ourselves isn't iit?ii really hope tt time will just stop there so tt everything were last.

ommmmmmg,guys MEETUP soon alright.

oops.congs mommy eu gg start ur attachment next mon le mus jiayou jiayou k we'll oways support eu nomatter wat can we're jus a cor or sms away alright.LOVES~

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bitch,in e1st place things were meant2b mine nd iim here telling eu tt they were mine so leave those things all ALONE.

eu're not ALLOW2even touch it W/O My permission.

respect miie nd ii'll do e same2eu understand bitch.

gt tis in2 ur HEAD.

Labels: Bitch, in e1st place it was meant2bmine so leave it ALONE.

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